Deaths and Funerals

I just came from Nueva Vizcaya yesterday to visit a friend who's dad died of stroke. I felt sad when I heard about it and I'm still sad now.  News about a death makes me worry about the friend who is left behind by a loved one. Also it kind of serves as a reminder that God may take my life or the life of anyone close to me anytime. I can't shake off the feeling of uneasiness when I think about it. :(

I don't go to funerals. Why? First, I don't know what to say when I go to one. Second, I am usually a jolly person so I find it hard to keep my smile from showing. Third, I don't want to see sad, weeping people. I hate the feeling of not being able to help someone because I cant bring a person back to life, something like this can't be helped. I didn't want to go because of the reasons I stated, but this time I felt like I had to. It's difficult to comfort someone but it's easy to listen. The family needed a listening ear and a sympathetic heart and that's what we gave them.

Death is a scary thing. They say we don't have to be afraid of it, but in reality it haunts us. But one thing that scares us the most is the death of a loved one. It is unexpected and probably the most depressing chapter of ones life.   Acceptance has never been an easy thing to do. I, myself, wouldn't know what to do if something like this happens in my life. Actually, I don't even have a single thought about it until now. This made me realize that I should really start living my life and get the most of it before I leave the face of the earth. I should value the people around me. Be merry, love and live without regrets.

We can never say when, how or why people die, we leave those to God. Those questions we often ask but oftentimes we become too dumbfounded to fathom those heartbreaking answers. Some already know that a person may die soon but they stay in denial phase. When that person dies, they keep themselves from moving on and they become stuck in that phase, failing to accept that circumstance in their lives and they never get back on track again. Feeling regretful and guilty for whatever they did and/or they didn't do when that person was still alive. Death is inevitable but living is not.

I am happy that my friend still remains to have that smile on her face despite the mournful situation she has gone through the past week. I hope she carries on with the happy memories of her father and her family. :)

Date Night

I'm glad I was able to spend a few hours with Ryan. 4 hours of strolling, window shopping and eating. (I got work but I finished working on it inside an internet shop inside Rob Galleria.. hassle nga lang) :)

We had milk tea at Serenitea, bought a few things at Saizen and Daiso, Ryan got a hair cut at Bench Fix and finally we had dinner at Pancake House.

Some of the pictures we took showing off his new look.

<3

Mr. Pogi Shot 1

Mr. Pogi Shot 2

Pacute Shot 1

 

Mr. Pogi Shot 3

Pacute Shot 2

Gutom?

Cute little pink stuff from Saizen and Daiso. Ryan also has the same stuff but of a different color (syempre).

I had may hair done! After planning to get my hair dyed for so long... I finally got my old hair color back. Golden Copper Blonde! Thanks Bench Fix Podium! :)

My Golden Copper Blonde Hair :)

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Kelan ba ako nagrebelde? Never... I hate it when people dont trust me.  I've been a very good girl...all my life!

They say they trust me but they just dont trust the people around me... I know that.  I dont let myself get drunk. When I take pictures with my friends, THEY ARE JUST FOR FUN. Nothing more. What is it with pictures? A picture can say a thousand words but those 'other' people you were referring to dont know me personally. They dont know me, so they dont have the right to judge me in any way just because I posed that way in that picture.

Wala na ngang privacy sa facebook........ T_____T

i work hard. i enjoy life.

at least hindi ako nagddrugs. hindi ako slut. hindi ako pariwara.

Love Songs

Lately I've been listening to really good music from some never heard bands. Ryan wants to cover some of these songs too.  Aint that sweet? :D

This is Parachute's Kiss Me Slowly. The first time I heard this song, I fell in love with it instantly. Not that I was thinking of the kiss part.. LOL. I love the arrangement and the lyrics.

This one is from Parachute as well. This is She Is Love.  Listen to it and you'll understand why it's so likable. :D

This song is from This Century.  Easy to fall in love with you a Brighten Cover. Ryan didnt like this at all. 

Please also download Between the Trees album Spain.  Here's a single from their album. This song is called Changed by You.

There! More to come from me because I'm so In Love! LOL. More like,, I've gone crazy. Gaga. Lol

First Monthsary

Happy 1st Monthsary Babe! 

I Love You So Much! :***

What we have right now is something that I was praying hard for. Never did I expect that God would give me so much more than I wanted. I've never been this happy. Only you made me this way babe and I thank you for that. 

I know I've been very stubborn. I think I just got so used to being single. I've been single for so long... I can't remember the last time I was with someone who cares and loves me like the way you do.  We've been having arguments, I know I usually am the cause.  I don't want things to fall apart just because I'm stubborn.  I am trying by best to make you happy. 

I want to always be the one who makes you smile. I love you.