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• WHAT DOES YOUR BIRTHDATE MEAN?

OCTOBER 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.
While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.
Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.
You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.

Your strength: You always get the job done
Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault
Your power color: Gray
Your power symbol: Checkmark
Your power month: April

• WHAT ARE THE KEYS TO YOUR HEART?

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

• DO YOU HAVE A DIRTY MIND?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Araw ng mga Puso

ang bilis ng panahon. parang kelan lang nung EBnuman ng MO nung Valentine's Day last year pero hanggang ngayon fresh parin sa aking isip ang mga alaala ko nung araw na iyon. lahat kami nakaitim. black valentine's nga ika ng clear commercial. masaya. maraming nakilalang mga taga MO din. uminom sa beer garden at matapos ang ilang sandali pa ay lumipat naman sa nikko's. nagvivideoke na parang wala ng umaga. madaling nalasing at umuwi.

hinatid ako ni ex-pseudobf sa sakayan ng fx dahil sa medyo wala na ako sa ulirat. nakakatuwa nun. sobrang saya ko. biruin mong nangutang pa siya ng bente sakin para lang mahatid ako. hahahha.. di ko lam kung nakakatawa un pero sigurado ako kinikilig ako ng mga panahon na iyon kasi kung hindi edi kinalimutan ko na ung mga alaalang un. selective memory loss kumbaga. naisip ko na dapat talaga naging masaya ako nun dahil bihira lang ang may gumagawa ng mga ganung bagay sakin. dapat icherish ang mga ung memories sa araw na yun. memories lang hindi ung tao dahil tuluyan na akong nilisan nung lalaking minsan ko ng minahal. korni nga pero sa totoo mahirap isipin kung bakit nagkagusto pa ako sa taong un. naisip ko nalang at nagpapasalamat ako dahil at least merong nagpakita man lang sakin na importante ako at special sa araw ng mga puso. sana masaya ka sa daang iyong tinahak at sa pinili mong babaeng mamahalin. SANA MAGING MASAYA KAYONG DALAWA. hindi na ako bitter. inalis ko na sa aking katawan yun. pero hanggang ngayon ay may panghihinayang paren.

parang taon taon nalang ay napapaisip ako kung bakit sa bawat pagsapit ng Valentine's day ay parang walang ibang taong nagiisip sakin puro nanay at tatay ko nalang na nagbibigay sakin. walang nakakaalala. walang nagbibigay ng flowers, chocolates, o kahit card man lang. walang nagyayaya ng date o kung anu man lunch dinner snack or whatever. minsan naiinggit talaga ako sa mga girls na may dalang flowers pag v-day. sinu ba naman ang hindi maiinggit? hindi naman sa panlalait pero minsan kasi natatawa nalang ako kasi kahit hindi talaga kagandahan ung babae ay may flowers na binibigay sa kanya. sana lang wala ako makitang ganun ngayong vday.

tinanong ako ni mommy kanina kung may nanliligaw na daw ba sakin. sabi ko wala. tinanong niya kung bakit pero di ko naman masagot. sabi niya 21 na daw ako. mejo matanda na kaya nagtataka siya bakit wala daw. baka daw kasi tumanda ako ng dalaga. haruy jusko po... wag naman sana! hindi naman siguro mangyayare un. at dahil sa nagbabasa siya ng book tungkol sa mga feng shui aba'y sinabihan ba naman ako na ayusin ko daw ang kwarto ko. dapat daw ung kama ko ay may space sa dalawang gilid niya. tapos dapat daw ung stuff toys ko ay pares pares. ang masasabi ko lang... weird. pero dahil malapit na ang Feb 14 gagawin ko ito. baka kasi sakaling gumana e. haha. mahirap na baka malapasan ako ng swerte sa love. hahaha. tignan nalang natin kung effective.

maya maya bago ako matulog ayusin ko kama ko. weeeeeee!! ^_^

certified bum for this term

uhm.. dont know what to do here at home. im stuck here the whole day. doing nothing but watching asian movies and eating.. i'll be like this for the rest of the term. 2 more months. mwf lang class tapos 1 subject lang. isnt it nice? eh? haha. boring sobra. sana march na so i wont have to wait for 2 months pa. waaaaaa... argh!

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i feel really bad today. pano ba naman diba dapat first day ko sa teloworks pero hindi ganun ung nangyare. i talked to the supervisor and i was not allowed to be a trainee there. pano daw kasi hindi daw kasi enrolled ung OJT ko. uhm.. oo nga hindi enrolled pero kasi naman kala ko pwede. si bhudz kasi nagawa niya un so i thought pwede rin un. i told her na gusto ko talagang magwork dun for now kasi gusto ko talaga. pero ayun wala. ayaw paren. company policy daw kasi un e. nakausap niya na pala si sir linsangan about dun sa case ni bhudz (kasi nareset ung working hours niya kasi hindi siya enrolled sa OJT niya nung nagstart siya sa teloworks). kaya ayun. wala na ako magagawa. before i left the place, i asked her kung pwedeng dun kami magojt next term pag enrolled na talaga ung OJT namin and she said "ok lang. we will call you nalang since may record na kayo samin you dont need to take the exam anymore tsaka pati narin interview." haha. good thing she said that. i dont want to go through the exam again. hehe. so ibig sabihin dun na kami OJT ni tin! yehey... hahaha.. pero masama parin loob ko. tsk tsk.

pagsakay ko ng jeep papuntang MRT, hay nako. nakakainis. pano ba naman kasi bumaba ako sa glorietta. takte. haba tuloy ng nilakad ko. malay ko bang sa isang kanto pa pala ako dapat bumaba. nak ng!.. pero hindi ako nagpahalata sa mga kasabay ko bumaba. napamura nalang ako ng mahina at papoise. lol. pero nakakainis talaga. seryoso.

i went straight to megamall kasama ko mom ko at si micmic. bumili kasi ng jacket. amf tagal pumili. sumakit na paa ko kakaikot. tsk tsk.

tapos un nakita ko si andrea tan, my high school friend. weeee... the last time i saw her was micmic's graduation. she still looks gorgeous as ever. hehe. we exchanged contact numbers then nagpaalam na kami sa isat-isa. i am a bit guilty kasi i dont call her or even text her. kasi parang things have changed between us since we parted ways nung graduation. ung mga plano namin na gala gala, walang nangyare. have i been that busy para hindi mabigyan ng time ang sarili ko to call her, text her or invite her out? nahihiya lang siguro ako. bakit? hindi ko alam. sorry talaga. waaaaaa ='< pero i miss those times na magkasama kami. the good times and the bad times. she protected me and saved me from the bullies in our class. kasi naman weak ako sa totoo lang. i cant fight for myself. kaya she did it for me kahet na the whole world was against her. hay. ayoko na magkwento. pero ayon nga. sana lang she would still remember me kahit minsan lang.

OJT!

im gonna start being a trainee tomorrow at _______(cant say the name of the company lol). i have this feeling of excitement and anxiety. mixed emotions. :?

cant wait to see how well im gonna be doing there. i hope i would learn so many things from the QA thingie. im not gonna work with tintin though coz she still has some subjects left. i was dismayed when i heard that the company didnt call tintin just because of her schedule. i know for sure she felt bad about it but we both know that it's a sign that she should focus more on her design2 and feasib. no more amazing twins eh? haha. nuh.. i know there'd be more opportunities for us to work together and now is not the right time. next time sana.

sana lang hindi ako mawala (hindi ako marunong magcommute) or maholdup(f*ck wala na ako pera wag nyo na ako holdupin).

sana.

:)