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• WHAT DOES YOUR BIRTHDATE MEAN?

OCTOBER 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.
While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.
Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.
You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.

Your strength: You always get the job done
Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault
Your power color: Gray
Your power symbol: Checkmark
Your power month: April

• WHAT ARE THE KEYS TO YOUR HEART?

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

• DO YOU HAVE A DIRTY MIND?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Araw ng mga Puso

ang bilis ng panahon. parang kelan lang nung EBnuman ng MO nung Valentine's Day last year pero hanggang ngayon fresh parin sa aking isip ang mga alaala ko nung araw na iyon. lahat kami nakaitim. black valentine's nga ika ng clear commercial. masaya. maraming nakilalang mga taga MO din. uminom sa beer garden at matapos ang ilang sandali pa ay lumipat naman sa nikko's. nagvivideoke na parang wala ng umaga. madaling nalasing at umuwi.

hinatid ako ni ex-pseudobf sa sakayan ng fx dahil sa medyo wala na ako sa ulirat. nakakatuwa nun. sobrang saya ko. biruin mong nangutang pa siya ng bente sakin para lang mahatid ako. hahahha.. di ko lam kung nakakatawa un pero sigurado ako kinikilig ako ng mga panahon na iyon kasi kung hindi edi kinalimutan ko na ung mga alaalang un. selective memory loss kumbaga. naisip ko na dapat talaga naging masaya ako nun dahil bihira lang ang may gumagawa ng mga ganung bagay sakin. dapat icherish ang mga ung memories sa araw na yun. memories lang hindi ung tao dahil tuluyan na akong nilisan nung lalaking minsan ko ng minahal. korni nga pero sa totoo mahirap isipin kung bakit nagkagusto pa ako sa taong un. naisip ko nalang at nagpapasalamat ako dahil at least merong nagpakita man lang sakin na importante ako at special sa araw ng mga puso. sana masaya ka sa daang iyong tinahak at sa pinili mong babaeng mamahalin. SANA MAGING MASAYA KAYONG DALAWA. hindi na ako bitter. inalis ko na sa aking katawan yun. pero hanggang ngayon ay may panghihinayang paren.

parang taon taon nalang ay napapaisip ako kung bakit sa bawat pagsapit ng Valentine's day ay parang walang ibang taong nagiisip sakin puro nanay at tatay ko nalang na nagbibigay sakin. walang nakakaalala. walang nagbibigay ng flowers, chocolates, o kahit card man lang. walang nagyayaya ng date o kung anu man lunch dinner snack or whatever. minsan naiinggit talaga ako sa mga girls na may dalang flowers pag v-day. sinu ba naman ang hindi maiinggit? hindi naman sa panlalait pero minsan kasi natatawa nalang ako kasi kahit hindi talaga kagandahan ung babae ay may flowers na binibigay sa kanya. sana lang wala ako makitang ganun ngayong vday.

tinanong ako ni mommy kanina kung may nanliligaw na daw ba sakin. sabi ko wala. tinanong niya kung bakit pero di ko naman masagot. sabi niya 21 na daw ako. mejo matanda na kaya nagtataka siya bakit wala daw. baka daw kasi tumanda ako ng dalaga. haruy jusko po... wag naman sana! hindi naman siguro mangyayare un. at dahil sa nagbabasa siya ng book tungkol sa mga feng shui aba'y sinabihan ba naman ako na ayusin ko daw ang kwarto ko. dapat daw ung kama ko ay may space sa dalawang gilid niya. tapos dapat daw ung stuff toys ko ay pares pares. ang masasabi ko lang... weird. pero dahil malapit na ang Feb 14 gagawin ko ito. baka kasi sakaling gumana e. haha. mahirap na baka malapasan ako ng swerte sa love. hahaha. tignan nalang natin kung effective.

maya maya bago ako matulog ayusin ko kama ko. weeeeeee!! ^_^

certified bum for this term

uhm.. dont know what to do here at home. im stuck here the whole day. doing nothing but watching asian movies and eating.. i'll be like this for the rest of the term. 2 more months. mwf lang class tapos 1 subject lang. isnt it nice? eh? haha. boring sobra. sana march na so i wont have to wait for 2 months pa. waaaaaa... argh!

...

i feel really bad today. pano ba naman diba dapat first day ko sa teloworks pero hindi ganun ung nangyare. i talked to the supervisor and i was not allowed to be a trainee there. pano daw kasi hindi daw kasi enrolled ung OJT ko. uhm.. oo nga hindi enrolled pero kasi naman kala ko pwede. si bhudz kasi nagawa niya un so i thought pwede rin un. i told her na gusto ko talagang magwork dun for now kasi gusto ko talaga. pero ayun wala. ayaw paren. company policy daw kasi un e. nakausap niya na pala si sir linsangan about dun sa case ni bhudz (kasi nareset ung working hours niya kasi hindi siya enrolled sa OJT niya nung nagstart siya sa teloworks). kaya ayun. wala na ako magagawa. before i left the place, i asked her kung pwedeng dun kami magojt next term pag enrolled na talaga ung OJT namin and she said "ok lang. we will call you nalang since may record na kayo samin you dont need to take the exam anymore tsaka pati narin interview." haha. good thing she said that. i dont want to go through the exam again. hehe. so ibig sabihin dun na kami OJT ni tin! yehey... hahaha.. pero masama parin loob ko. tsk tsk.

pagsakay ko ng jeep papuntang MRT, hay nako. nakakainis. pano ba naman kasi bumaba ako sa glorietta. takte. haba tuloy ng nilakad ko. malay ko bang sa isang kanto pa pala ako dapat bumaba. nak ng!.. pero hindi ako nagpahalata sa mga kasabay ko bumaba. napamura nalang ako ng mahina at papoise. lol. pero nakakainis talaga. seryoso.

i went straight to megamall kasama ko mom ko at si micmic. bumili kasi ng jacket. amf tagal pumili. sumakit na paa ko kakaikot. tsk tsk.

tapos un nakita ko si andrea tan, my high school friend. weeee... the last time i saw her was micmic's graduation. she still looks gorgeous as ever. hehe. we exchanged contact numbers then nagpaalam na kami sa isat-isa. i am a bit guilty kasi i dont call her or even text her. kasi parang things have changed between us since we parted ways nung graduation. ung mga plano namin na gala gala, walang nangyare. have i been that busy para hindi mabigyan ng time ang sarili ko to call her, text her or invite her out? nahihiya lang siguro ako. bakit? hindi ko alam. sorry talaga. waaaaaa ='< pero i miss those times na magkasama kami. the good times and the bad times. she protected me and saved me from the bullies in our class. kasi naman weak ako sa totoo lang. i cant fight for myself. kaya she did it for me kahet na the whole world was against her. hay. ayoko na magkwento. pero ayon nga. sana lang she would still remember me kahit minsan lang.

OJT!

im gonna start being a trainee tomorrow at _______(cant say the name of the company lol). i have this feeling of excitement and anxiety. mixed emotions. :?

cant wait to see how well im gonna be doing there. i hope i would learn so many things from the QA thingie. im not gonna work with tintin though coz she still has some subjects left. i was dismayed when i heard that the company didnt call tintin just because of her schedule. i know for sure she felt bad about it but we both know that it's a sign that she should focus more on her design2 and feasib. no more amazing twins eh? haha. nuh.. i know there'd be more opportunities for us to work together and now is not the right time. next time sana.

sana lang hindi ako mawala (hindi ako marunong magcommute) or maholdup(f*ck wala na ako pera wag nyo na ako holdupin).

sana.

:)

go back to 110 or 115 lbs.

yeah i know i have a lot and i mean A LOT of baby fats here and there and so you guys dont need to tell me. lol. i've been really bothered lately because im getting bigger.. i dont eat much now but it seems as though my body's doubling its size. i find it kinda weird. i know im not stressed or depressed or whatever so im having problems with figuring out why im gaining so much weight nowadays.

dunno if it works but i've been using fitrum for 5 days now and ive been doing some exercise thanks to hiphop abs which i bought a couple of months ago in quiapo. i dont see any effects yet but i feel like im losing a little weight. been drinking lots of water now which i know for sure will help more.

i go on food trips every now and then pero sana that it wont add to my bilbil. hehe. thanks sa libre ni eli and ginpao last friday. i really had fun eating the hotdog, fries, pizza, and the uber-tasty steamed sharksfin with you guys! hehe.. and i almost forgot.. the mango juice pala. hehe. weee.. dami. salamat sa libre. next time ulit. wahehehe..

goal:
go back to 110 or 115 lbs.

hope id make it. i need a little encouragement here. so if ever manlilibre kayo wag nyo na ako isama. haha. joke. basta libre sama ako. basta i need to be reminded every once in a while about my goal. aja aja!

:)

SCAM!?

Scam?

When I woke up today I saw this text message from ABC, daniel’s friend. He asked me to refer to him 20 contacts. I was pissed off. Let me tell you what happened to me and tintin the past week.

Thursday, Januay 10.

Tintin got a call from ABC. I don’t want to mention his name kasi he’s also a Mapuan. Pero we really don’t know him personally. We were even wondering where he got tintin’s number. Anyway, ABC was asking Tintin if she is interested in having a part time job. Sakto we are really looking for one so she said yes. She was told that she’ll be earning 15,000-30,000 pesos, not bad for a part time job. She was asked to go to their office the next day at 630pm, the address was 15^th floor Octagon Bldg, San Miguel Ave. in Ortigas. The whole conversation daw was really fast and the line was choppy so she wasn’t able to ask for the company name and some other important details. All she got was the address. When tintin told me about it, we were both excited. But since siya lang ung tinawagan I asked if I could come along and bring my resume just in case pwede rin akong magapply. Excited din ako. Lol.

Friday, January 11.

After class, we went straight to Megamall to have lunch there tapos magliwaliw muna coz 630pm pa nga ung appointment dun sa “PART TIME JOB”.

When we got at the 15^th floor of the Octagon Bldg we saw this huge PHARMANEX sign. There were lots of people on that floor. All of them were wearing business attires. I was thinking if we were on the wrong building or something kasi obviously we were on casual attire tapos kami lang ung mukang mga bata dun. Parang nawawalang bata kami. We didn’t have any idea what was going on. There was this small office na parang may nagaganap na interview. Basta wala kaming alam. Tapos napansin namin na beside that office e merong room which was filled with products. Tintin and I got the idea na NETWORKING BUSINESS eto. We wanted to leave the place right then and there. Pero ABC and DEF, parang upline something ni ABC, started to talk to us. Asked us why we wanted to have a part time job and what we would do to the money that we would get from “business”. Small talks lang. I don’t remember anything about them telling us the name of the “business.

After minutes of waiting, we were told to go inside a room with the rest of the people that were there. Sobrang dami namin dun. Cguro at least a hundred. Tintin and I were asked to sit apart. Pero dahil wala kaming kausap pareho and we were sitting there that seemed like forever(sobrang tagal kasi kami pinaghintay), I asked her na lumipat nalang sa tabi ko so we wouldn’t be bored to death.

It was almost 7pm. The presentation started. I saw the name “SYNERGY 1 VENTURES’ on top of the ppt slide. They were talking about NU SKIN ENTERPRISES, its background, the products they sell, and how we could be their partners. The whole presentation took 2 hours to finish. Grabe tagal. Pero I got interested. Ewan ko. When I heard I had to pay 12,600 pesos to be their partner, I was shocked. They said it was a small amount to pay dahil you’ll get 15k per month naman.

After the presentation. We were asked by DEF if we were interested. We said yes, but still told him that we have a problem getting the 12,600 kasi we’re still students and we do not know where to find the money. He was doing all the talking. He said he was able to pay for his college tuition fees since he started, he was able to go to hongkong, etc. because of the business. Masarap pakinggan diba. He said we are required to pay that Monday. GUlat ako e. I was thinking on how we can produce that big sum of money in just 2 days given that those 2 days are a Saturday and a Sunday. We were shown the products tapos un. He lent us a magazine that we could read. The magazine was obviously about NU SKIN din. He told us to meet them that Monday.

I was shocked pero I was determined to get the money and join them. SObra. I was so convinced with all DEF’s words that were stuck in my head (paying tuition fees on my own, helping my parents.. etc.. ). Tapos un.

Saturday and Sunday came. I wasn’t able to get the money I needed. I went through my mom’s things and found my passbook. I have 7000+ there. I planned on withdrawing 7K from my savings account. Uhm.. I was thinking twice. Pero dahil sa naiisip ko nanaman ung mga sinabi ni DEF e aion I took the passbook and put it in my bag.

Monday.

DEF called me while I was in my class and scheduled the meeting. I told him mga 3pm nalang cguro kasi nga baka matraffic kami on the way there. I told him I was able to borrow 5k lang. he said it was okay and that he’ll find a way to help me come up with the rest of the money.

Tintin and I talked about it tapos aion I changed my mind. Not that I was influenced by her not to join “the business” but I was kinda hesitant kasi. She said if im not 100% sure then I might as well not pursue it. I texted DEF and told him im not joining anymore but I’ll meet up with him to return the magazine.

When he approached me sabi niya agad “What’s the problem?” tapos I told him ayaw ko na. Then he sweet talked me again. He said ok lang daw kung 5k muna ibigay ko. I was persuaded the second time. Ewan ko what was going on inside my head. I think that was greed. Lol. Pero honestly he was so good at talking. I was so convinced in joining… This second time he didn’t say the name of the business again. NU SKIN and PHARMANEX lang. tapos un. I said wala pa ung 5K sakin I have to get it from a friend. He said to fill up a form para mareserve ung slot ko since 5 lang daw ung kukunin. He said to meet with him the next day. And then he gave me a brochure.

Tintin was so mad at me. Kasi nmn daw hindi ko pinanindigan ung sinabi ko na hindi n ko sasali. Even ako nagulat e. Sa totoo lang hindi ko lam kung bakit bigla akong napaOO. Weird nga. Parang nahypnotize. Lol.

Tapos that night tintin did a research and found so many blog entries about it. Puro negative ung nakita ko. Biro mo kaya pala di nila masabi ung name ng company nila is because sobrang dami ng names na ginagamit nila. Ung nakita ko Synergy 1 Ventures pero meron pang Synergy Ventures tapos Synergy Global International. Tapos I read na pagkajoin mo e bibigyan ka ng homework na MAGGGAWA KA NG LIST NG 300 CONTACTS NA IREREFER MO AT TATAWAGAN. Tapos hindi ko pa nakitang registered sa DTI or any government offices ung company nila. Sabi nila registered daw sila sa SEC pero sabi ng mom ni tin madali lang daw magparegister dun sa SEC e. Although registered sila sa SEC, I still think they’re illegally operating. Kahit internationally recognized ung NU SKIN at kahit anu mang product or company un at KAHIT SAANG LUPALOP PA NG MUNDO NAKAREGISTER YANG COMPANY NILA PERO HINDI NAKAREGISTER NG MATINO SA PILIPINAS HINDI SIYA LEGAL DITO! They are going to make people sell medicines pero they do not even stress na BFAD approved un! Hay. People these days are just so into money that they deceive people just to get rich. Cruel noh.

I texted DEF the next day telling him that I wont be joining “again”. SAbi niya pumunta daw ako sa office niya still kasi dapat ko daw ibalik ung brochure na binigay niya sakin. What the f*ck! E photocopy lang naman un. As if namang hindi niya kaya magreproduce nung brochure na un. Kung mayaman siya he wouldn’t even bother asking me to bring it back to him. Another tactic. Im so glad I didn’t fall for it again.

ETO ANG LESSONG DUN.

WAG MAGPALOKO AT WAG MANLOKO.

IM FINALLY DONE WITH DESIGN 2!

yup yup. you read it right. im done with it. finally got a grade last friday. i was thinking of getting a grade of 3.00 or a 2.75 but i got 2.50 instead. now that's surprising. kala ko pasang awa na grade lang ibibigay sakin e. haha.

the kind of defense we had was not what i anticipated. expected ko kasi na since design 2 siya e super duper technical ung mga questions na irraise ng mga panel members. pero hindi e. naawa yata sa group namin kasi 4 out of 6 samin e graduating. kaya un. tapos the panel members that we chose were really the nicest professors that we could think of kaya siguro ganun. funny thing was sir linsangan was also asking us questions kahit na hindi siya included sa panel members namin and i was like "y in the world is he asking us questions!?" tapos un i finally realized na even though he's not a panel member he still has the right to ask us questions kasi class adviser namin siya. but he sure is nice kasi hindi niya kami ginisa kahit na alam niyang maraming butas ung actual design namin at siguradong wala kaming lusot.

at first i was skeptical that sir linsangan would even give us a passing grade. pero through and through we were still hoping siyempre. i was hearing lots of bad things about him but all this time he was acting nice to us. im really thankful to him, the panel members(mam yumang, sir villamor and ginpao), our docu adviser sir sy, my groupmates and to the Almighty God for giving enough patience, hope and courage to trust in ourselves and in what we are capable of doing. basta salamat sa inyong lahat. ^_^

i would also like to wish the other groups good luck and sana matapos na nila yung design nila this term like us..god bless you guys and i hope you do well sa defense.

PICTURE PICTURE! ^_^

im back again! woohoo! actually i wasnt thinking of posting something here but my friend josh wanted me to update my blog para daw may mabasa siya. does that mean some people find my blog interesting? lol.

anyway, about the house i was talking about. we moved in last November 24. I was so excited. Kasi naman my room now is a lot bigger than the one used to have tapos meron pang bathroom na kasama. weeeee ^_^ tapos imagine me bringing all my "kalat" from our old house. nako grabe. i wouldnt know where to put them kasi ang dami ko paglalagyan. i can put them ANYWHERE! but of course i didnt. i dont want to just have the same kalat as i had before so i gave some of my things away. clothes. shoes. i was thinking of giving my stuff toys away kasi sobrang dami nila but my dad told me not to. sayang daw kasi. oo nga naman ung iba kasi dun mahal. lol. kaya ayon nakastock parin dun sa old house namin. by the way, our previous house is now being used by my dad. his business is currently located there.

we spent almost two weeks moving all our stuff. lapit lang naman e. just a couple of blocks away. pero siyempre nakakapagod. isipin mo nalang kargador ako for two weeks and i didnt even lose weight. haha. kainis noh. since our old house doesnt have stairs, mejo napagod ako kakaakyat panaog dito. i was not used to it until cguro weeks after we moved in.

we spent our first christmas here. and you know what? nagbrownout dito the whole evening nung christmas eve until 10am in the morning. i was not even finished cooking for our noche buena when suddenly the electricity was out. damn. i was so pissed off. tapos it was really hot. kaya we had to open the windows. and since wala pang screen ung mga windows dito, i got bitten by lots of mosquitoes while i was sleeping. first christmas ever na sira ang pasko ko kamusta naman.

lola cita, tito ferdie, and my cousin celeste went home from San Diego, California. I didnt see tito ferdie and celeste until January 1 when we went to their house in las pinas. lola cita is currently staying in tita marlyn's house.

last december 30 pala, we were invited to come over at our tita's house. ivy, my cousin is a call center agent and she said she's going to have work on new year's eve kaya we should celebrate earlier. we had dinner there and then we drank tequila. i didnt know why i drank too much. all i remember was we were having a really great time tapos we were singing pa nga that time. tapos nagblack out ako. weird. i said i was not drunk yet pero when i went to the bathroom and back biglang all the alcohol went into my head. lasing pare. sobra. when i woke up the next morning i was already at home and my head hurt. i didnt remember what happened then my mom showed me a video of me talking in korean. LOL. and i was saying "PICTURE PICTURE" with a korean accent. it was so funny. i was so embarassed with all the things i was saying. i dont even know what i was saying. my dad told me not to watch korean movies anymore (ive been watching korean movies everyday tapos tinapos ko pa ung COFFEE PRINCE in just 2 days...haha) kasi nga daw pati ung mga sinasabi nila dun ginagaya ko daw. lol.

anyway aun nga our new year went pretty well. okay naman. walang brown out. walang malas. masaya ung media noche namin. dami food unlike nung xmas. tapos we got to hear mass dun sa biggest church here in pasig ung Sta. Clara de Montefalco parish. it was so big. i was astounded. i promised myself to hear mass every sunday there. that's a promise i would definitely keep. ^_^