I'm glad I was able to spend a few hours with Ryan. 4 hours of strolling, window shopping and eating. (I got work but I finished working on it inside an internet shop inside Rob Galleria.. hassle nga lang) :)
We had milk tea at Serenitea, bought a few things at Saizen and Daiso, Ryan got a hair cut at Bench Fix and finally we had dinner at Pancake House.
Some of the pictures we took showing off his new look.
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Mr. Pogi Shot 1
Mr. Pogi Shot 2
Pacute Shot 1
Mr. Pogi Shot 3
Pacute Shot 2
Gutom?
Cute little pink stuff from Saizen and Daiso. Ryan also has the same stuff but of a different color (syempre).
I had may hair done! After planning to get my hair dyed for so long... I finally got my old hair color back. Golden Copper Blonde! Thanks Bench Fix Podium! :)
Kelan ba ako nagrebelde? Never... I hate it when people dont trust me. I've been a very good girl...all my life!
They say they trust me but they just dont trust the people around me... I know that. I dont let myself get drunk. When I take pictures with my friends, THEY ARE JUST FOR FUN. Nothing more. What is it with pictures? A picture can say a thousand words but those 'other' people you were referring to dont know me personally. They dont know me, so they dont have the right to judge me in any way just because I posed that way in that picture.
Wala na ngang privacy sa facebook........ T_____T
i work hard. i enjoy life.
at least hindi ako nagddrugs. hindi ako slut. hindi ako pariwara.
Lately I've been listening to really good music from some never heard bands. Ryan wants to cover some of these songs too. Aint that sweet? :D
This is Parachute's Kiss Me Slowly. The first time I heard this song, I fell in love with it instantly. Not that I was thinking of the kiss part.. LOL. I love the arrangement and the lyrics.
This one is from Parachute as well. This is She Is Love. Listen to it and you'll understand why it's so likable. :D
This song is from This Century. Easy to fall in love with you a Brighten Cover. Ryan didnt like this at all.
Please also download Between the Trees album Spain. Here's a single from their album. This song is called Changed by You.
There! More to come from me because I'm so In Love! LOL. More like,, I've gone crazy. Gaga. Lol
What we have right now is something that I was praying hard for. Never did I expect that God would give me so much more than I wanted. I've never been this happy. Only you made me this way babe and I thank you for that.
I know I've been very stubborn. I think I just got so used to being single. I've been single for so long... I can't remember the last time I was with someone who cares and loves me like the way you do. We've been having arguments, I know I usually am the cause. I don't want things to fall apart just because I'm stubborn. I am trying by best to make you happy.
I want to always be the one who makes you smile. I love you.
You like a guy but you think you're fat and ugly? Think no more because honestly life is playing fair. He may be the hottest person in the world but who knows what kind of life he has gone through. You don't know how many trips that person has made to the doctor to get his nose fixed, have facials and stuff. You don't know how fucked up his family is. You don't know that he was bullied when we was young and that he was an outcast . You don't know that he's worked his way up to where he is right now. You don't know how sick his attitude is. You don't know everything about that person. So don't ever think highly of him and don't ever feel insecure. No one's perfect so feel free to accept your flaws so others will accept them as well.
People are not always what they seem to be. There's always a facade to cover imperfections. Look deeper. That way you don't have to change just because you feel insecure. Don't make your flaws stop you from getting what you want. Just say "F*ck it" and Live.
I can't get over the fact that I am calling myself a girlfriend now. I feel funny. Kinikilig ako. Sobra. The fact that I am now in a relationship makes me feel really special and proud *with kilig on the side*. Special because I now have someone who loves me the way I wanted to be loved (this I have to find out if after a year he still feels the same way or if he has fallen in love with me even more *wink*). Proud because someone has finally decided to make me "his".
Love has officially taken over me. And if I say in love this means korny na ako. We have these funny lines that sure made both of us so red dahil sa kakornyhan.
----------------------- Ry: Kunin mo nalang utak ko.. Me: San ko ilalagay? Ry: Kahit san.. Me: Dito nalang *sabay hawak sa puso*... sa puso ko... Ry: :D
----------------------- Me: Kumain ka na ba? Ry: Busog na busog na Me: San? Ry: Busog na busog sa pagmamahal mo :) Me: yiiiiiii :)
----------------------- Me: Pagod ka parin? Takbo ka kasi ng takbo sa isip kooooo hehe Ry: Hahaha. Yup Di nako makagetover. Kaw kasi. Masyado kasing maluwag sa puso mo. ako lang kasi andun. Kaya nilinis ko nalang para sayo. hahaha Me: Kinikilig ako ngayon :) hahaha landeeee
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Me: So ano na tayo? Ano ng status natin? Ry: Tayo naman na, di lang official. Ikaw ba? Me: Okay lang naman sakin, ikaw baka iba priorities mo... Ry: Hindi mo na nahintay ung moment na magkita tayo, ihug kita, tapos sabihin ko .... "Will you be my girlfriend?" Me: eeeeee.....kelangan ba ng moment na ganun? Pwede naman tayong gumawa ng moment na ganun... everyday.. Ry: :D
----------------------- Me: Alahas ka ba? Ry: Bakit? Me: Hikaw lang kasi gusto ko :) Ry: :D
----------------------- Me: *Sinasakal si Ry* Ry: Be gentle.. Me: Sinasakal kasi kita sa pagmamahal Ry: :D
----------------------- Ry: *may kausap na teammate sa OC dahil natapos ang work nya* Tulog lang pala kelangan ko. Me: Talaga tulog lang kelangan mo? Ry: Tulog kelangan ko... tska ikaw... Me: yiiiii... :D
----------------------- Ry: Wala na akong social life Me: Natatawa ako sa social life..... Ry: Okay lang walang social life basta kasama ko ung life ko.. Me: :D
----------------------- Ry: Stressed na stressed na ako sa work... Me: Okay lang mastress ka sa work, pwede ka namang magrelax sa puso ko. :)
----------------------- Me: labs busy ka ba? Ry: yup why labs? Me: kasi overworked ka na sa puso kooooooo :* Ry: wala ka magawa? Me: wala Ry: pakiayos namn ung puso ko :) Me: hahahaha... eto na nga nirerepair ko na para sayo Ry: baduuuuuuyyyy Me: Hahahahaha
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There... andame hahaha. More to come pa.. everyday kasi may hiritan kami. haha.. ang cute lang. Ang korny namin pero i think that's what makes us love each other more. Ngayon lang ako naging ganito kakorny. hahahaha.. I'm in love na talaga.
I always knew that I am the type of girl who falls in love pretty fast and most of the time I fall real hard… flat on my face since nobody’s brave enough to catch me. Just like the line from the movie I just saw a few weeks back, it’s not that I am not fed up of getting hurt; I am just not tired of loving.
Love for me has never been easy. It’s full of BS, if you ask me. But I always choose to fall nevertheless. I can’t help questioning myself why I always choose to risk getting myself hurt over and over again. Why fall so fast? Why him? Why now? Why can’t you wait? I am not a love guru but I give other people advice on love and relationships. I find it hard to think of advices I can give myself or get answers to my own love questions. I tend to over think which makes it even more complicated. I often tell myself to stop but I can’t, I don’t want to so I won’t.
It’s funny how this one thing drives me crazy, how it makes my life seem so exciting, how it makes me look forward to another day with a smile on my face, how it makes me cry and laugh at the same time, how it makes me forget the feeling of being alone, how it gives me the courage to tell someone I like him, how it somehow makes me go out of my comfort zone and be free from what I am accustomed to, how it changes my mood, how it gives me the strength to get up and try again after a fall, after getting hurt and being broken. I love getting butterflies in my stomach or having that feeling of excitement whenever I'm meeting that special someone. I love having these conversations that really brightens up my mood. I love seeing a smile on his face and I love smiling for him. I just love being "korny" when I talk and I don't get embarrassed. I just love to Love. Period.
I am glad to have found someone who makes me feel all these. I feel blessed and I thank God for it. I wish this will not just be a temporary feeling, a spur of the moment feeling. Time is not something I am always worried about but for this matter it does and the moments we create with the time we spent together. :)
Some say it’s better to love and get a broken heart than never to have loved at all. It's probably the best feeling in the world, so why stop yourself from experiencing it. I believe God has given each of us a partner. Someone who'll give us the love we deserve.
We don’t have to look for Love. Trust in God that he will eventually give it to you. He will give you the right person at the right time. :)
I never thought I'd fall in love so fast. As in literally fast. In a span of 3 months, I got to know someone, be with that someone and started falling in love. I can't find the words to describe what we have right now. I can't explain how I feel about him or how he makes me feel. I just know that, yes, finally, I am happy. I've never been happier. I feel like this is it for me. He's probably the one.
Here's are the highlights of my so called love story...
I was part of a Christmas presentation last December. Dressed as a school girl, I danced in front of the crowd with the other sailor school girls. We won the grand prize. Here's a video of our presentation:
Okay so we won.. but never did it occur to me that I'd win something better that night.. something I have been waiting for all my life.
He was part of the audience. I was busy checking out cute guys, I didn't notice him at all, probably because the place was poorly lit. Anyway, he added me on facebook and told me I looked good in the presentation. He's cute but looks more like a babaero to me. He sends me FB messages as in everyday.. didn't miss a day! Imagine that! Well until now he still never fails to ask me how I am, how my day went, share stories, let me know when he's home, where he's going.. One time I gave him an FB fansign. He did the same for me. He didn't give me flowers last Valentine's day but he wrote me a love letter. He also plays a guitar and sings to me. How sweet is that?? It's just like a scene in a movie where the guy made the girl fell in love with him through his words/letters. I am guilty. I'm the girl who got swept off of my feet by this amazing man.
Sweetest thing ever :)
He comments on some of my posts. We talk about a lot of things through chat (FB, Office communicator, text messages). He doesn't go to my cube, he doesn't send me flowers, he doesn't hang out with my friends a lot (just a couple of times), we've only seen each other a few times, we talk over the phone for hours... Many will think that I'm too shallow to even consider that courting. Yes, maybe in a way it's not a typical setup for courtship but in this generation, who gives an F about it. I think all that matters is that he is giving me time. His precious time that I didn't ask for in the first place. He willingly gives it to me on top of all the work that he does, despite how busy he is. That for me is the most important thing. Material things don't matter to me. All I want is time. All I want is someone who cares to listen to me, someone who would give me the attention and love I need. Someone who's open enough to share his stories with me. Someone who, after finishing all his work at 4am, still accepts the invitation to join me and my friends just so we can at least spend time together and so he can get to know my friends.
My heart skips a beat whenever I see him and my smile never leaves my face. It's so obvious I like him or maybe I have fallen for him. Many people notice that and I am sure they'll judge me for the way I am acting. As long as I am happy and as long as I am not stealing someone else's boyfriend, I really don't care. I feel like I can stare at him for hours while he's working all night. I won't have any qualms about it. I want to be there for him like no one does. I want to be the last one to say good night to him after a hard day's work. I want to know what's going on inside his mind. I want to be his girl.
Let's just wait and see how it goes. I'm not trying to rush things. I just want to give us all the time we need to get to know each other better. Maybe it's too soon to say the Love word. Maybe I just like him too much. I love this feeling! :)
