Insensitive..

I received a text message from a guy who I have "feelings" for kanina lang. Sabi niya:

"Hi"

Ang babaw talaga ng kaligayahan ko noh. pero kasi ganito un, nagfoforward lang siya ng messages sakin pero I know those were group messages. Pero this time, "Hi" ung sabi niya. nagulumihanan ako ng hindi ko malaman. parang it felt like he wanted me to talk to him.

I really really didnt know what to do. Naisip ko na wala akong load sa globe phone ko so i asked Tin na loadan ako para makareply ako. And she did what I asked her to do.

Nag UNLI ako. And then I texted tintin ulit and asked her if i should or shouldnt reply to his message. Eh etong si tin hindi nagreply. kainis. so ako talaga ung dapat magdecide. Naisip kong magreply. I wanted to and para kasing the guy is expecting me to reply to his message. So I did. I replied:

"wui"

cute noh, parang pang telenovela lang ung mga linya. super nonsense diba. after a while. a received a message from him again. Dahil sa sobrang inis, I erased it. I forgot the first few words pero sabi dun sa message wrong send daw:

"(insert message telling me it's a missent message).. tropa ko un.. g@g* eh.."

sabi ko:

"ah. k. =P"

I just couldnt believe that all the excitement I felt when I received his first message and the expectation that he was actually gonna talk to me e isang malaking kalokohan lang pala. Of all people na nasa contacts niya sa phone bakit sakin pa namissent ung message? Feeling ko tuloy napagtripan ako. I think he already knows the feelings I have for him yet he pretends not to know it tapos he's gonna do something like this to me pa? how could he do this? napaka insensitive. argh..

well, if he happens to read this, i know for sure he knows what im talking about here. its not about the supposedly "blind date", its not about how distant our friendship became because of him finding out that he was my "blind date" and me finally figuring out that the person I was asking him about (who I thought was someone he knew) what actually HIM! demet... Mejo magulo. Pero un ang story nun e. intindihin niyo nalang.

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@tin
now you know how he knew that his supposedly blind date was me. i lied sorry. i didnt have a clue it was him when I asked him. end of story.

"Bayad po"

Sumakay ako ng jeep kanina papuntang quiapo. Umupo ako sa dulo, sa may bandang babaan kasi bababa naman ako agad. Kinuha ko ung wallet ko sa aking bagong bagong bag (binili ko nung Wednesday.. haha) at kumuha ako ng barya. sais pesos.

May isang babae na nakasakay medyo nasa gitna siya kaya ipinaabot ko ang aking mumunting bayad.

"Bayad po."

Yan ang unang sabi ko.

Tapos inulit ko ulit..

"Bayad po.. Makikiabot po."

Anak ng baboy na kinatay ng 10 milyung beses!!!!

Kinuha niya cellphone niya at biglang nagtetetext text.. na halatang halata na sinasadya niyang gawin.. P#&#@*(()!!!!

Tapos inulit ko ulit.

Iniisip ko kasi na baka mahina lang ung boses ko na hindi naririnig nung ale pero tingin ko naman malakas boses ko. tumingin ako sa driver at nakatingin din siya. parang ususero na parang hinihintay akong magalit na ewan. pero hindi ko pinakita na galit ako.

"Pakiabot po."

Tapos inulit ko ulit.

"Paabot naman po."

P@#*&@(#&*!!! P!*(&*()@&#(!!!!

taena ayaw talaga.. Pakshet.. Dahil sa sobrang inis ko ako nalang mismo ang nagabot ng bayad sa driver na kung makatingin ay parang nakipagpustahan at halatang panalo siya dahil talo na ako sa laban dun sa ale. adik.

what's with that woman?! is she deaf or something....... amf..

Umupo ako sa tapat niya. At biglang dumami ang tao sa jeep. Nagpaabot siya ng bayad sa ibang pasahero. Gustong gusto kong kunin ung bayad niya at itapon sa labas ng jeep at dun niya pupulutin isa isa ang mga baryang nahulog sa daan na tiyak mahihirapan siya sa sobrang dami ng jeep sa paligid. Pero siyempre di ko ginawa. Takot ko lang noh. Behave ako nung panahong iyon. Nagtitimpi at nagdadasal ng taimtim.

Pinagdasal ko na sana manakaw ang cellphone niyang hindi ko malaman kung anung nokia phone dahil sa sobrang kalumaan.. hay. sana manakawan siya. bwiset. taena. kala mo kung sinung maganda na ayaw madungisan ang kamay dahil sa mga barya ko. potek.

Makakarma ka din.

Tandaan mo yan.

Bwahahahahhaha!!!!

First Impressions

Hurray!! A new E-N-T-R-Y from me. I missed posting for about a week now. having trouble thinking of what to blog about. i have a very boring life FYI.

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I got to know a girl from school just months back. She was nice, friendly, cheerful, friendly, funny and oh did I say friendly? I actually thought we clicked the very first time we were introduced to each other. We had this thing with our voices. We baby talk. (this is a clue but dont mind guessing). And we get along pretty well. I couldnt remember the details but I knew right there and then we were gonna be good friends. It seemed like there's nothing about her I wouldnt like. That's what i thought. After a couple of months of knowing her, I heard rumors about her. oh yeah, correction, they're not rumors but facts. I wont state it here for several reasons: first i dont want to disclose her identity, second i know most of my contacts here probably know her, third i dont want any trouble, fourth I sort of forgot the stories because they were told a long time ago.. months ago.. ok. so yes, i heard negative stories about this girl (take note: even her bf talks crap about her behind her back), that's what i clearly remember. When the stories spread, some of her friends gave her a cold shoulder. When I heard the stories, I felt I was deceived by her "super-nice-girl-who-pretends-to-be-innocent" image. We were never that close but I could tell that the girl in their stories is totally different from the girl I used to know. I couldnt even believe what i heard. The stories happened recently (not long before I knew her) so it is impossible that she changed for the better that easily. I was left with two choices. It's either I embrace her being my fake friend and all, and pretend as if I dont know who she really is, or I totally ignore her and forget she even became my friend, period.

I chose the latter and for some reasons I felt like a very judgemental person who chooses friends like I know these people through and through which I dont because I dont obviously have the gift of knowing what a person is like the first time I see him/her. But all I know is once you have deceived someone or for that matter you have become a fake, you're forever gonna be like that unless you learn a lesson which I doubt the girl in my story would since nobody's brave enough to tell her straight to her face what she has done. I felt guilty letting go of a friend. Yes, of course, who wouldnt? But the thought of being deceived by someone I consider a friend would really break my heart into pieces.

The thing that I am pointing out here is that "FIRST IMPRESSIONS LAST" is a saying that is undeniably untrue. Because someone you see the first time may not be the same someone you'll see the next time you meet them. People crave for too much attention, like the girl I was talking about, that they tend to have this facade that masks the "real them". And some are too unaware that they are befriending the wrong or fake ones.

All of us have experienced this many times, too many to count if I may say yet we still havent mastered the ability of knowing how real people are when we see them the very first time (you know, like being psychic or something..) I havent thought of any logical explanation really. I mean maybe there could be a possible way to do this that man hasnt known or invented yet. Like a light bulb on top of our heads that lights up if we're keeping ourselves real. haha. uhm.. not as fashionable.. but it can do.

Just remember that seeing people everyday and knowing them for days, months, years, or even a decade would never guarantee how real they are to you and that they are what you think they are...


To all my friends: I warn you..

I may be an alien..

or a

pig..

lol.

just kidding.

feminine wash vs. facial wash

akalain mo ba namang nagamit ko ung carefree feminine wash sa muka ko kanina habang naliligo!?

anak ng.

hahahaha... taena. comedy toh.

sobrang lalim yata ng iniisip ko kanina kaya nawala ako sa sarili.

napansin ko lang pagkapahid ko sa dalawang pisngi ko.

pero buti napansin ko.

kaya ayun naghugas ulit ako gamit ang aking totoong facial wash.

pinaglayo ko na ng lalagyan ung dalawa. mahirap na. baka maulit ulit sa susunod.

lol.

BFGF and Jumper

After kong tapusing panoorin ang Romantic Princess, a Taiwanese drama, sobrang nadismaya ako. oo maganda ung story pero bitin ung episodes. amf. kainis. At dahil sa sobrang inis ko nanood ng lang ako ng movie.

First movie, BFGF. Sa wakas ay napanood ko na rin ang BFGF. Tagal ko na kasing nagaaya. Before pa ung valentine's day yata. Jologs ko noh. haha. Pero ngayon ko lang napanood. Arte kasi ni tin ayaw daw niya manuod nun dahil ayaw niya kay marian rivera school mate nya daw kasi un dati. potek. what a reason.. pwede naman niyang iimagine na hindi si marian ung bida. uhm.. pwede ipalit niya ung muka niya dun. ew. haha. pero ayun ayaw niya nga. tapos ayaw din ako samahan nung ibang niyayaya ko. hay. buti nalang may dibidi dibidi sa quiapo. malabo pa ung kopya kaya mejo kakaasar. nakakalungkot ding isipin na ako lamang magisa ang nanood nung movie na iyon dito sa bahay.. alam ko mas masaya kung may kasama. tapos... ai alam na. joke. haahahah.. pero seryoso, dahil sa medyo nakakatawa ang movie na ito mas masaya na may katawanan.

At dahil DVD movie collection ang nabili ko, siyempre maraming movies na kasama other than BFGF. Matapos kong panoorin ang BFGF, pinanood ko rin ung JUMPER. Hayden Christensen fits the character well. Pogi e noh. I might watch this movie again pag may free time ako ulit. Kaya lang i hate to see Hayden paired up with Rachel Bilson of the OC. They should've chosen someone prettier. But still this is an awesome movie. Really a must-see.