My Christmas Wish List

I have a lot in mind but these 5 things are on the top of my list in no particular order.

1. Sony Cybershot T77

2. Ipod Nano (any of the 9 colors except the white and black one )

3. Nokia N79 (para naman maiba phone ko. wala lang. )

4. Philips Pink Earphones (dahil lang cute siya hehe)

5. Bath & Body Works Japanese Cherry Blossom

Curing Curiosity

Working, and I mean programming and everything related to what I have been doing for the past month, is really fun. It just pisses me off sometimes because I get a little carried away with my work that whenever I deploy and test the code I have done and it fails, it feels like I have to really concentrate on what I’m doing and I don’t want to be disturbed by anyone at that very moment or else… uh.. I get annoyed.

It bothers me sometimes that people might think I’m a little harsh and sarcastic when I answer their questions. It’s just that I think they can figure out the answers to their questions themselves. The answers are WAY TOO obvious and I was not born to spoon-feed them with ideas that I found out myself. What the hell is the use of your God-given-eyes, Help icon, API and GOOGLE if you’re not going use them anyway?

Curiosity builds the brain and asking questions really does help when you’re stuck doing your work but it just drives me crazy when people don’t exert even a little effort in trying to fix problems (errors) on their own FIRST. At least they could get to navigate through the system and learn on their own just in case they’d do a project alone. Help is not always there.

Just think of it this way, what if you are the only one left here on earth and you got no one to turn to if you have questions in mind? What in the world would you do?? Oh come on.. Go figure! Haha ^_^

But what the heck.. Everything’s going to be fine just as long as I get paid every month.. wuU! Hahaha..

from empty to busy..

I hate to say this but I kinda miss blogging. Haha. Kasi marami naring bagong nangyayari sa buhay ko di katulad nung dati na sobrang idle ako at naghihintay lang ng gagawin. Parang nagrotate ung buhay ko ng 180 degrees dahil sa sudden change sa routines ko. Nakakapanibago talaga.
Kung dati I wake up at 11 or 12, this time I have to wake up at 530 dahil sa trabaho. Buti nalang at nasanay agad ang katawan ko na gumising ng ganung kaaga. hindi na nga ako gumagamit ng alarm clock minsan kasi automatic na akong nagigising. At sa ngayon kahit walang pasok pilit ng ginigising ng utak ko ang katawan ko palage ng parehas na oras at pag hindi ako bumangon, putol putol na ang tulog ko… Nakakainis lalong lalo na pag weekend at puyat ka ng Friday night.. Badtrip talaga!
Sa mga ginagawa ko naman, ayun, kelangan lagi magconcentrate. Kelangan mag-aral ng mabuti. Kasi naman napakacomplicated ng software. Hindi ka na pwedeng matulog pag inaantok ka o kaya naman ay magskip ng lecture pag ayaw mo pumasok tulad ng pagcut class ko dati. Kahit antok na ako o pagod na ako I have to stay there and listen until 6pm. Pinipilit kong makinig kahit na minsan parang wala na akong naiintindihan, hindi na napaprocess ng utak ko. Kung hindi ko makuha may manual naman at may help function un kaya lang parang mas lalong magiging complex kasi sa sobrang haba ng babasahin mo sa malamang e hindi mo mas lalo maiintindihan.
Kung sa pagkain ko naman, I haven’t skipped a meal yet di tulad ng dati na lunch and dinner lang main meals ko tapos maraming merienda. Hehehe. May breakfast ako sa bahay, na kung di naman ako makakain ay may free crackers and biscuits naman sa pantry sa office, un nga lang sa morning lang. Bumibili ako ng lunch dun kay Aling Ansang na feeling ko naman ay sulit kasi marami serving nfor 60 pesos, un nga lang mas matipid talaga kung magbabaon ako. Dinner? Well pwede sa bahay, pwede rin naman sa market market! Pero syempre mas prefer ko sa bahay dahil mas tipid at kasama ko pa magdinner family ko na most of the time ay hinihintay ako. Ayun. Ang nagbago lang dito e yung wala na akong merienda in between meals. Kung nakapagtabi ka ng crackers from morning swerte, pero kung naubos mo wala ka ng makakain sa merienda mo sa hapon. Pwera na lang kung lalabas ka at magppunta sa ministop na sobrang layo. E minsan ung break naming 15 mins lang. ang bagal pa ng elevator dun. Hay. Kaya coffee nalang kami palagi. Pampagising. Nung first week naka 4 cups of coffee yata ako e. Grabe. Free naman kaya ok lang. hehe. Pwede ring magsoftdrinks in can pero it would cost you 10 pesos. Or water. Pwede rin. Hehe. Actually sulit na mastay ka sa pantry kasi kahit puro coffee or water ayus ka na e.. ^_^
Hindi na ako pala nakakapagconference with tin and duane. Nako. Kasi naman when I get home from work kain lang tapos konting nood ng tv tapos antok na ako bigla. I cant stay up late kasi aantukin ako sa office pag late ako natulog. Nakakamiss na nga e. Dibale may webmessenger naman e. =)
Well, sa lahat lahat ng pangyayare sakin syempre graduation ko ung pinakamasaya. Pero sa next blog ko na lang un ikkwento dahil marami pa pala ako gagawin. ^_^

Urgent: In need of a A+ kidney donor

Ung mom ng friend ko is very sick and she has to undergo a kidney transplant. Sa mga gustong tumulong at gustong maging kidney donor (with A+ na blood) please pm me agad. thanks.

Oracle, here I come!

Naging busy ako for the past few weeks looking for work and eto na. Finally, I have come up with the decision to accept the job offered to me by Oracle.

Last week was the worst decision week ever. I was actually having doubts at first because I have applied at Soluziona and found out about the benefits and the salary that their employees receive. I am quite impressed with how the company takes good care of the people who work for them. Tsaka mukang ok naman kasi ung friend ni kuya na nagwwork dun e. Kaya yun I was having doubts talaga.

I was comparing Oracle with Soluziona? Can you believe it? I dont know what has gotten into me at bakit ko naisipang ikumpara ung 2. sa work issues, transpo, benefits, salary, mga ganun. And I was asking God for a sign kung alin ba talaga pipiliin ko.. Hindi pa naman ako binigyan ng job offer sa Soluziona kasi I had my first interview palang nun. Pero nagffeeling na ako. Haha. Ang sabi ko nga, mukang malaki naman ung chance na mapasok ako dun. (Sa totoo lang this is the very first time na medyo kampante ako na makakapasok ako. hehe.)

Since medyo gulong gulo ako, I asked my friends and even posted a thread at MO just so ma-weigh ko kung alin ba talaga dun ang dapat kong piliin. Well, as usual Oracle parin ung nanalo.

I also have my weekly horoscope sa email so I checked it out and guess what un na pala ung prediction na I'll be signing a contract with Oracle. Deadline kasi nun job offer yesterday e. Here is what my horoscope says:

July 22nd for Janet You are likely to choose today for the signing of a particular contract or to finalize a business agreement. Others are willing to compromise and negotiate, and the tables turn in your favor.

Ang weird. Nahihiwagaan ako. Kasi totoo nagkatotoo ung horoscope. lol. I wasnt expecting na manggagaling sa isang horoscope ung sign na hinihingi ko. hahaha

I was called for a final interview sa Soluziona and I believe pumasa naman ako. I waited fo their call nung monday pa and until tuesday morning. pero wala. siguro ayaw ng guluhin ni Lord ung decision ko. hehe.

Yesterday I signed the offer letter, natuwa ako. Kasi I really felt so lucky. A lot of people really want to get into Oracle and ako nakapasok.. Thanks sa mga nagdasal para sakin.

At ung sa SZ. hay nako.. tumawag sila kanina and asked kung pwede daw ba ako tom para dun sa training offer... too late na..

New challenges nanaman ang haharapin ko sa bagong chapter ng buhay ko. madugo training dun sa Oracle. wah. I hope makapasa ako sa training..

job hunt.

Nakakapagod maghanap ng trabaho. Kahit meron ng jobstreet, jobsdb and other job sites parang tingin ko mas lalong liliit chances ko to get the job that I want. Sa mga applications ko kasi sa jobstreet 100+ ung mga applicants and the possibility na makita nila ung application ko is what.. 1/100+. Less than 1%. Kamusta naman un. Pero sa over 10 applications ko mga 4 palang ung tumawag at eto ha 100+ ung “under consideration status”. Hay. So far ito palang ung mga companies na inapplyan ko na nagkaroon ng kahit konting progress ung application ko..

First company. Nihon Software Outsourcing Vision, Inc. (NSOV). Actually ito ung very first na inapplyan ko and they were the first one to call me. The next day after I submitted my application sa Jobstreet they called me for an interview invitation. They are hiring software engr trainees na dadalin nila to Tokyo, Japan for training.. My parents accompanied me to the place nung day ng interview. Mejo alanganin ako kasi condominium ung place e so that means he’ll most probably interview me in a room na kaming dalawa lang nung interviewer. Pero thank God my parents were there kaya ayun sa podium nalang nung orchids tower ako ininterview. Haha.. OK naman ung interview pero they never called me again. sana tumawag sila ulit coz I really want to go to Japan. Weee ^_^

Ang Accenture naman. They called me at home sa landline (i was wondering kung bkit hindi sa cellphone..). The first time they called hindi ko nasagot because I was in school yata or naglalakwatsa ako. So that night they called again and I had my very first phone interview. Masungit ung babae. Hindi yata siya sa HR pero she was asking me all the questions yata para may record na ako sa knila just in case they want me to go there for an exam or an interview. Mahaba ung phone interview. I think it lasted around 30 mins. Ang haba kasi yata ng mga explanations ko. Ewan ko nga lang kung sinulat niya lahat un. Sana lang sayang kasi. Hehe. Ok naman ung interview pero the same thing, they also didn’t call me again. Is there a problem with me? Wala naman siguro.. waaa… super bothered na ako.

Ang IBM. Tumawag. Nakapagexam ako. Grabe sa time pressure. Ewan ko ba. Hindi naman siguro isang genius ung hanap nila pero sobrang kulang sa time ung exam. Imagine 15 difficult questions yta within what.. 15 mins. That means 1 minute per question na feeling ko it would take me forever to answer one. I wont be giving details kung anung klaseng exam. Unfair sakin un at sa ibang nagexam. Lol. Mabilis ung pagcheck nila sa exam kasi right after you take the exam siguro mga 15mins or so ibibigay na nila ung result. At sa kasawiang palad bagsak ako. Damn. Aminado ako I wasn’t prepared. I didn’t expect the kind of exam na binigay nila but since they said pwedeng magexam ulit after six months.. well kung wala pa akong work ng mga time na un (na sana hindi naman mangyare) or wala na akong work talaga e pwede na akong magapply ulit. Baka by that time handa na ako sa exam nila. Hehe.

Eto ang huli. Oracle. I applied matagal na tapos nagpasubmit din ako kay toni ng resume na hindi ko alam kung nasubmit niya. They called me siguro after 2 weeks and they asked me to take the exam. Ang tagal nung exam at nahirapan talaga ako. Sobra. So I wasn’t expecting their call after nun. Tapos tumawag sa hindi ko malamang reason e feeling ko naman palpak ung exam ko(honestly) at un they scheduled me for a non-technical interview. Sobrang kalmado ako nun. Before I got to their office parang sobrang kabado ako pero nung simula na nung interview with ms. Jaja naging relaxed naman ako maybe because I find her too nice siguro kaya hindi ako kinabahan. Hehe. Tapos they called me again for a technical interview which happened earlier this day. The interviewer is kinda cute kaya mejo nawala focus ko. Smile kasi ng smile amf. Hahahaha.. Ok na sana ung interview kaya lang pinagcode pa ako sa paper. Grabe nablanko ako tlga. Ok na tlga sana pero I totally blew it dahil sa makakalimutin kong kokote. Damn. Inis tlga ako sa sarili ko ngayon. Kaya nga hindi ako makatulog. Waaaaaaa…. Sana tumawag.. Sana tumawag..

Anu kaya mangyayare?

Tatawag pa ba sakin ung Oracle or hindi na?

Sana tumawag pa. Huhuhuhu… =’<

YumYUm Eat It Up!

Ang lunch break ang isa sa mga pinakahihintay kong sandali tuwing papasok ako sa office. Madalas kasi wala na kaming ginagawa pag mga ganung oras at dahil sa maraming tao na ang nagllunch-out ng 12noon kelangan naming lumabas ng maaga para hindi na maubos ang oras namin sa pagpila ng mahaba tuwing order ng pagkain.

Halos parehas lang ang nakakainan namin sa mahigit isang buwan ko sa ojt. Madalas puro fastfood. At madalas mahal. Wala naman kasing mabibilan ng murang lunch dito maliban nalang kung bibili kami sa mga Jollijeep dito na sa tingin ko naman ay hindi ko magagawa. At saka 1 hour lang break namin e kaya kelangan sa malapit lang kami kakain.

Ito ang listahan ng mga ilan sa nakainan na namin pag lunch:

1. Jollibee (Greenbelt)
Minsan nakakasawa na daw pero dahil minsan tagtipid at medyo namimiss na namin ang jolly spaghetti at chicken joy na kahit siguro tumanda na ako ay hinding hindi parin ako magsasawa. wag nalang isipin ang cholesterol pag kakain dito. hehe. kelangan kasi magenjoy. Mabilis ang service nila dun tulad narin ng ibang branch ng jollibee na nakainan ko na. At syempre palaging maraming tao! Paborito ng lahat ika nga.

2. Wendy’s (Greenbelt)
Mas sosyal ng konti sa jollibee kaya mas mahal din.

3. KFC (Rada St.)

Siyempre like Jollibee ganun din. Masarap. Macholesterol. Dito kami naunang kumain e pero hindi na naulit masyado kasing malayo. From paseo de roxas kelangan pang maglakad papuntang Rada St. Medyo maliit ung place nila kaya jampacked siguro nung nandun kami.

4. KFC (Greenbelt)
Unlike nung nasa Rada, malaki ung spot nila dun sa greenbelt. Mabilis ang service. Maraming tao pero hindi masyadong crowded at mahaba ung pila.

5. Pancake House (Greenbelt)
Bago namin nakuha allowance namin dito kami kumain. I ordered the usual, Pork Vienna. Mejo may kamahalan pero marami naman ung food pero hindi kasing dami nung sineserve nila sa Megamall. Sulit naman. Almost lahat ng nasa menu nila masarap especially ung sunrise steak.

6. Pho Hoa (Greenbelt)
Isang Vietnamese restaurant na hindi ko alam kung bakit natangay ako ni tin dun. actually that was the very first time na pumunta ako sa isang restaurant para umorder ng noodles. Hindi pa ako kumain dun ever. Mahal kasi. Lahat kami inorder namin ay Pho Chin, Nam (Noodle soup with brisket and flank). Just for a bowl of noodles 170+ isa. and regular bowl lang un. Pero sobrang nakakabusog. Masarap din siya and ang maganda dun hindi tinitipid ung ingredients like ung meat and ung noodles unlike dun sa ibang restaurants na sobrang mahal na tapos ung sineserve nila na food sayo tipid. So sa lahat I recommend this restaurant. Kung mahilig kayo sa noodles at sa vietnamese food.

7. Chef d’Angelo (Greenbelt)
I ordered the sampler 1 meal which consists of a pizza, a big bird fried chicken and pasta(you can choose between white sauce or red sauce). 130+ ung meal excluding drinks. A little bit pricey. But when you have a
big appetite like mine then you better eat here. Nakakabusog kasi ung chicken malaki talaga. tapos maganda pa service. maraming waiters kaya whenever you need anything mabilis lang. Tsaka the good thing I saw was they see to it na hindi naghihintay ung customer ng matagal. Kasi tinitignan nila every table kung sino pa ung hindi pa dumadating ung order. NO FOLLOW-UPS NEEDED!

8. Tapa King (Dela Rosa Carpark 1)
The first time na kumain kami dito sobrang daming tao. Pero as soon as we got seats dumating na agad ung order namin. Ung food nila mas mahal pa compared sa other fast food considering na ung serving nila ay mas konti at parang halos breakfast meals ung nasa menu nila parang hindi sulit na magbayad ka ng more than a hundred pesos for just a plate of Tapsilog. Meron namang bowl na 60+ pesos lang pero konti ung food. Yes the food tastes good pero kung titingnan natin ung kind of food business na un, it’s considered a fastfood and hindi ko malaman kung nagccater ba sila sa class A na tao at ganun kamahal ung food nila dun.
The second time we ate there was yesterday. Nainis kami sa bagal ng service nila. SObra. We waited for almost 30 minutes siguro before my food arrived. Ung kay tin and ian a little later than that. Parang mas mabilis pa kung nagpadeliver nalang kami siguro. Nung pinapafollow-up ni tin ung order sabi ko sa kanya dapat magalit siya e kasi dapat hindi nila pinaghihintay ng ganun ung mga customers nila. Yung isang customer nga nagalit na and she demanded a refund. kasi patapos na kami kumain still hindi parin dumadating ung order nila. Parang ang lumalabas tuloy they wasted their time there. Naubos ang oras nila at nasira pa araw nila. Malamang hindi na sila kumain sa tapa king dahil sa trauma. hehe.

Ayan. Actually sa lagay na yan nagtitipid na kami.

Teriyaki Boy is gonna be next on the list. I still have a lot in mind. Kaya lang matatapos na OJT ko. Hehe.

Java Overload.

Badtrip kaninang umaga. Nagaway nanaman kami ng kapatid kong c micmic. Gusto pa kasi niya sumabay samin ni mommy papasok para maihatid siya sa school niya pero ayun dahil sa pahirapan sa paggising sa kanya at sa ubod ng bagal niya maligo at magbihis ang sabi ko papahatid ko nalang siya sa driver ni daddy. pero ayun naginarte.. ubod talaga ng arte amf. mas maarte pa sakin e. kaya ayun nagising si daddy at napagalitan siya. kami naman ni mommy nakaalis narin sa wakas. mahirap talaga magkaroon ng kapatid na spoiled...>_<
Binaba ako ni mama sa pila ng fx sa may mcdo. at dahil sa haba ng pila at dahil narin siguro sa matinding traffic kaya walang masyadong fx ang dumadating, ang plano ko na 830 makarating sa opisina ay hindi natuloy. malamang. malas talaga. siguro dahil Friday ngayon. pero hindi naman 13 ngaun. lol.

Sa office naman, itinuloy na namin ung junit test case assignment na binigay samin kahapon. at katulad parin nung dati hindi ko din maintindihan sa umpisa. pero matapos ang halos isang araw, eto tapos narin. hehe. may bugs pa na di maayos pero sabi sa dev na ung trabaho na un. kala ko kami pa magddebug nun e. utang na loob. lol. mahirap siya sa mahirap. kung hindi dahil sa mga ibang test cases (parang OT lang hehe) na navview namin malamang wala kaming idea kung pano sisimulan o tatapusin. Buti rin pwede magcopy paste. astig. haha. May pasok pa kami mamaya. Sa totoo lang masakit na ulo ko dahil sa magdamag na paggawa ng API at pagtingin sa computer monitor pero kelangan pa din pumasok... waaaa....

nakakapagod na pumasok..

iniisip ko kung anu mangyayare mamaya sa klase namin sa seminars and fieldtrip.

makikita ko si pseudobf. eh anu naman ngaun??

hahaha.. bitter. T.T

first QA assignment..

I am currently working on a junit test case for the software. Practice palang. Nakakalito ng konte nung una pero after a while I managed to finish it on my own without asking any help. Nakuha ko rin kung pano although syempre gawang NOOB ung akin gumagana paren. hehe..

P30+ Short

Laking gulat ko nung nakuha ko allowance ko. Hindi na nga nasama sa computation ung first week ko hindi pa tama ung pagkakacompute nung hours ko sa office.. kung iisipin wala na talagang dapat icompute dun kasi ang sabi naman basta maka 9 hours ka (1 hr lunch break included) may P100 ka na pwera nalang kung naghalf day or hindi nakumpleto ung 9 hrs. Eh kung hindi saktong 9 hrs ako naalis sobra sobra pa nga kung tutuusin ang stay ko sa office..

Imagine yourself waking up super early just to go to work tapos makukumpleto mo ung 9 hrs/day tapos ung allowance na ibibigay kulang.. hay.. not that it matter kung magkano ung nakuha ko (actually medyo factor din un) kaya lang kasi un ung usapan. P100 per day. hindi naman siguro ako maiinis kung sinabi nilang walang allowance talaga na ibibigay, or depende sa nagawa mong work ung rate pero kasi sinabi nila un. actually nasa contract un.

Tinanong namin ung accountant and pinarecompute. Sana next time tama na.

Right after I got my allowance, I realized the value of money. Every centavo counts for me. Parang ganun. Sa bagay, ung 30+ pesos na kulang ay pamasahe ko din un pauwi..

Ang dami ko na palang nalustay na pera milyon na siguro... hehehehe.. Kaya ngayon ipon-ipon muna..

Kaya sa mga nagpapaBURGER sakin.. wala ng burger! burger! burger!

hahaha..

What's up with me?

Nako, tagal ko ng di nagblog.

March 31. While I was busy watching tv at home, Ms. Beng from the office called and asked if it's okay with me to go to there the next day so we could start our OJT. I was surprised coz I wasnt expecting her to call me so soon. I asked Tin if Ms. Beng called her and scheduled where and what time we would meet so we could go there together.

April 1. It was the first time I went to Makati alone. Nagcommute ako. Imagine the hell I went through thinking I'd be lost. I was relieved when I got there safe. I havent travelled alone but it feels much like traveling in an unknown world without a chaperone. Hehe. Nothing much happened that day but we were pretty bored reading two 100+ pages of pdf files that were given to us. We finished reading both of them. I dont know if it does matter if we understood everything we read, I just know we had to finish reading them. We were assigned to the QA department so it probably isnt required to know everything since they would only give us specific topics to work on. Anyway, the day seemed so long and we went home haggard... I ended up sleeping early because of the exhaustion.

I've been a trainee for 3 weeks now but there's still nothing much to say about the training yet. We learned Java, yes. The language i've been wanting to learn. But only the fundamentals... We have been assigned to do several exercises using it but we still were not given the QA assignments until now. It's been three weeks and we're still studying Java.. Good thing it's not that boring..

The aircon's compressor something was broken the first day we got here until just yesterday so it was like hell working here. It's baking hot. We were very thankful they were able to fix it kasi everyday muka na kaming adik at galing sa isang sauna. hehe.

About the food, the food on the 8th floor of the building is a little pricey kaya we decided to just bring packed lunch or snacks every once in a while para tipid... Hindi parin ako nakakakain sa JOLLIJEEP. pero gusto ko. hehe. By the way, I went on a 3 day diet. I think I kind of lost an inch around my waist. At least may nabawas. I feel lighter. Right now Im lessening my rice intake. Corn is my substitute for it. I'll gladly continue doing this para tuluyan na akong mamayat. hehe.

LOST WALLET!

I had lunch with tin and ginpao at Binalot somewhere near paseo de roxas in Makati. Before we ordered food, I got a hundred from my wallet and left it at the table with tin. I asked her to remind me about it later. Of course, I ordered a very tasty bonesless bangus which I had been craving for today considering that I have had that viand last Monday. I just get addicted to it. Sarap kasi.

After lunch, we agreed to have an ice cream for dessert. We went to Enterprise Tower and went to their sort of cafeteria which have a wide range of delectable cuisine. We bought two scoops of ice cream with the big Belgian waffle “kuno” na cone for only 20 pesos at Hernz. We sit at a table near the ice cream stall and had our dessert. Actually it tastes good. I wanted to have another scoop really but tin and I are already late for work so we hurried back to the office. While we were on the escalator at the Enterprise, I realized I only brought my phone and left my wallet somewhere. My school ID, credit card, CM, timezone cards and money (which is more than a thousand) are in that wallet so I totally freaked out.! We ran back to their cafeteria and went back to the table we sat at and found nothing! I was thinking that somebody (isang taong halang ang kaluluwa na napaginteresan pa ang wallet kong wala namang masyadong laman) has taken it Soon after, a man approached us asked if I was the owner of the wallet he found on that table. He said it was already brought to the lost and found office.

We went to the lost and found office and claimed my wallet. Whew! Suddenly I felt better. Nothing would ever make me feel happier that day than finding my wallet and realizing that I certainly need to be much more careful on where I put my things.

Lesson learned:
WAG MAGING MAKAKALIMUTIN!

final exam exemption.. fireworks for me!

I was a little prepared last friday for our fourth exam in control systems. When tintin and I arrived in the room, our professor announced the students who are exempted from taking that exam as well as the final exam. I was pretty sure that I would be included in the list. It's not that im being a braggart but I knew for myself that I excelled in that class. take 2 e. haha. So yeah, exempted ako and I found out I'll be getting a really high grade. 1.something. Actually this is the first ever subject I took that I was able to acquire an above average grade. Sa PE siguro oo. tsaka malamang sa recess ( i mean kung may grade man ito. lol). Sa totoo lang masaya ako. Sino ba namang hindi matutuwa. hehe.

After class tintin and I went straight to MOA. We met up with toni there. We had lunch at Yoshinoya and we stayed there for more than an hour, talking. We spent the rest of the day catching up on what has happened to her and to us. We stayed in Pier1 just outside MOA and ordered a couple of drinks. I ended up scolding toni because of her "anti-social attitude" that sometimes gets in the way of our friendship. I was pretty emotional that time. I held back my tears kasi feeling ko pinagtatawanan na nila akong dalawa. hehe. parang nanay lang ako. sermon ng sermon.

We stayed there until after we saw the fireworks. It really felt like having a grand celebration of my exam exemptions and me being with wonderful friends. next time ulit.

editing blogs

Nakacross post to blogger kasi tong mga entries ko. I just finished the PTC entry tapos inedit ko ulit pero hindi nalabas dun sa blogger ko ung newly edited entry.. wtf! bakit ganun? >.<

PTC

Nagregister ako sa Bux.to and Clixsense just last week. I hesitated nung una kasi syempre nagtataka ako kung totoo nga na magkakapera ako from these PTC sites. Para kasing isang malaking kalokohan para sakin na magkapera ka online ng walang ginagawa kundi magclick ng mga ads. Oo nagcclick ka nga pero most of the profits would go to the advertisers mismo diba? like sa friendster and other blogsites. so how much do they say they would pay for clicking an ad? $0.01 lang naman. at kung magrerefer ka? $0.01 din ang kapalit. at kelan naman makukuha ang pera mo? when you get at least $10 na feeling ko e matagal tagal ko pang makukuha.

Ang gusto ko sa Clixsense e check na ung ipapadala nila agad when you reach $10. Sa Bux.to medyo may hassle pa. kasi you still have to register to AlertPay which is similar to Paypal. Hindi ko pa nagamit either of them so i dont have any idea how they work. Pero un. Yun lang talaga ang hassle other than that wala na siguro ako maisip.

Sa average adds to click per day naman. Sa Clixsense 2 lang, $0.02 un. Sa Bux.to 10 ads per day naman, $0.1. so medyo malaki compared sa clixsense. tapos meron pa silang bonuses like sign-up, newsletter and refer-a-friend pre-bonus na total ay $0.09. Sa totoo lang wala pa akong narerefer. parang ang hirap. wala na rin kasing oras ang mga taong kakilala ko para sa mga ganito na hindi rin naman nila alam kung nagwowork.

Araw-araw. i open my accounts sa mga sites na namention ko. nakakatawa pero kasi less than $1 parin ung total ko dun sa dalawa. actually sa Bux.to medyo malapit lapit na. $0.65 na kasi. still it's a long way to go bago ko makuha ang pera. wahehehe... can't wait. kelan kaya un? 6 months from now? hahaha...

Sali kayo ha.

programming..

Tinulungan ko si kring sa paggawa ng c++ homework niya kahapon at kanina. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko kung bakit biglang naisipan kong mag offer ng tulong kay kring. siguro dahil sa mga rason na ito:

1. dahil sa napaka stagnant ng buhay ko. kelangan ko naman ng konting gagawin para naman medyo magkakulay at maging interesting.
   
2. gusto kong mahasa ang aking utak dahil parang medyo pumupurol na sa kakanood ng mga koreanovela at mga tv dramas tulad ng coffee prince, vineyard men, romantic princess, ghost whisperer (na hindi ko malaman kung bakit ung season2 dvd na nabili ko ay walang audio na ipinalit ko na pero wala parin.. T.T) at maraming marami pang iba
   
3. experience ulit para maalala ko at masubukang maiapply ang mga natutunan ko sa mapua (kung meron man)
   

hindi naman kasi ako talaga mahilig magprogram although computer engineering ang course ko. tapos sobrang tagal na nung huli kong ginamit ang c++. compiler days pa. hindi ko nga akalain na marunong pa akong magprogram gamit ang c++ e. alam niyo naman ako, may transient memory. hahaha.. Pero nakakagulat talaga na nakakagawa ako ng working programs. napapapalakpak ako sa tuwa tuwing natatapos ko at napapagana ang mga gawa ko. wala lang. di ko lang akalain. kasi habang nagpprogram ako e nakakalimutan ko ung mga header files, semi-colon, pano magdeclare ng array, mga ganun. pero thanks to the internet medyo nagliwanag ang mundo ko at unti unti ko ng nasasariwa ang nakaraan at ang mga natutunan ko nung c1 programming class namin na ilang taon na ang nakakalipas.

Naisip ko lang....

Bakit nga ba computer engineering ang kursong kinuha ko?

Hindi naman ako teknikal na tao. walang hilig sa computers. ayaw ng mahaba habang trabaho (paggawa ng software). ayaw ng masalimuot na puyatan at pagaaral ng mga latest languages na pwede gamitin.

Hay.

Pero ggraduate na ako.

ojt nalang at seminars ang itetake kO next term.

Bakit ba ngayon ko lang ito lahat naisip?

ewan.

di ko alam. at wala na akong balak alamin dahil wala namang magbabago kung nalaman ko man.

Insensitive..

I received a text message from a guy who I have "feelings" for kanina lang. Sabi niya:

"Hi"

Ang babaw talaga ng kaligayahan ko noh. pero kasi ganito un, nagfoforward lang siya ng messages sakin pero I know those were group messages. Pero this time, "Hi" ung sabi niya. nagulumihanan ako ng hindi ko malaman. parang it felt like he wanted me to talk to him.

I really really didnt know what to do. Naisip ko na wala akong load sa globe phone ko so i asked Tin na loadan ako para makareply ako. And she did what I asked her to do.

Nag UNLI ako. And then I texted tintin ulit and asked her if i should or shouldnt reply to his message. Eh etong si tin hindi nagreply. kainis. so ako talaga ung dapat magdecide. Naisip kong magreply. I wanted to and para kasing the guy is expecting me to reply to his message. So I did. I replied:

"wui"

cute noh, parang pang telenovela lang ung mga linya. super nonsense diba. after a while. a received a message from him again. Dahil sa sobrang inis, I erased it. I forgot the first few words pero sabi dun sa message wrong send daw:

"(insert message telling me it's a missent message).. tropa ko un.. g@g* eh.."

sabi ko:

"ah. k. =P"

I just couldnt believe that all the excitement I felt when I received his first message and the expectation that he was actually gonna talk to me e isang malaking kalokohan lang pala. Of all people na nasa contacts niya sa phone bakit sakin pa namissent ung message? Feeling ko tuloy napagtripan ako. I think he already knows the feelings I have for him yet he pretends not to know it tapos he's gonna do something like this to me pa? how could he do this? napaka insensitive. argh..

well, if he happens to read this, i know for sure he knows what im talking about here. its not about the supposedly "blind date", its not about how distant our friendship became because of him finding out that he was my "blind date" and me finally figuring out that the person I was asking him about (who I thought was someone he knew) what actually HIM! demet... Mejo magulo. Pero un ang story nun e. intindihin niyo nalang.

****

@tin
now you know how he knew that his supposedly blind date was me. i lied sorry. i didnt have a clue it was him when I asked him. end of story.

"Bayad po"

Sumakay ako ng jeep kanina papuntang quiapo. Umupo ako sa dulo, sa may bandang babaan kasi bababa naman ako agad. Kinuha ko ung wallet ko sa aking bagong bagong bag (binili ko nung Wednesday.. haha) at kumuha ako ng barya. sais pesos.

May isang babae na nakasakay medyo nasa gitna siya kaya ipinaabot ko ang aking mumunting bayad.

"Bayad po."

Yan ang unang sabi ko.

Tapos inulit ko ulit..

"Bayad po.. Makikiabot po."

Anak ng baboy na kinatay ng 10 milyung beses!!!!

Kinuha niya cellphone niya at biglang nagtetetext text.. na halatang halata na sinasadya niyang gawin.. P#&#@*(()!!!!

Tapos inulit ko ulit.

Iniisip ko kasi na baka mahina lang ung boses ko na hindi naririnig nung ale pero tingin ko naman malakas boses ko. tumingin ako sa driver at nakatingin din siya. parang ususero na parang hinihintay akong magalit na ewan. pero hindi ko pinakita na galit ako.

"Pakiabot po."

Tapos inulit ko ulit.

"Paabot naman po."

P@#*&@(#&*!!! P!*(&*()@&#(!!!!

taena ayaw talaga.. Pakshet.. Dahil sa sobrang inis ko ako nalang mismo ang nagabot ng bayad sa driver na kung makatingin ay parang nakipagpustahan at halatang panalo siya dahil talo na ako sa laban dun sa ale. adik.

what's with that woman?! is she deaf or something....... amf..

Umupo ako sa tapat niya. At biglang dumami ang tao sa jeep. Nagpaabot siya ng bayad sa ibang pasahero. Gustong gusto kong kunin ung bayad niya at itapon sa labas ng jeep at dun niya pupulutin isa isa ang mga baryang nahulog sa daan na tiyak mahihirapan siya sa sobrang dami ng jeep sa paligid. Pero siyempre di ko ginawa. Takot ko lang noh. Behave ako nung panahong iyon. Nagtitimpi at nagdadasal ng taimtim.

Pinagdasal ko na sana manakaw ang cellphone niyang hindi ko malaman kung anung nokia phone dahil sa sobrang kalumaan.. hay. sana manakawan siya. bwiset. taena. kala mo kung sinung maganda na ayaw madungisan ang kamay dahil sa mga barya ko. potek.

Makakarma ka din.

Tandaan mo yan.

Bwahahahahhaha!!!!

First Impressions

Hurray!! A new E-N-T-R-Y from me. I missed posting for about a week now. having trouble thinking of what to blog about. i have a very boring life FYI.

*****

I got to know a girl from school just months back. She was nice, friendly, cheerful, friendly, funny and oh did I say friendly? I actually thought we clicked the very first time we were introduced to each other. We had this thing with our voices. We baby talk. (this is a clue but dont mind guessing). And we get along pretty well. I couldnt remember the details but I knew right there and then we were gonna be good friends. It seemed like there's nothing about her I wouldnt like. That's what i thought. After a couple of months of knowing her, I heard rumors about her. oh yeah, correction, they're not rumors but facts. I wont state it here for several reasons: first i dont want to disclose her identity, second i know most of my contacts here probably know her, third i dont want any trouble, fourth I sort of forgot the stories because they were told a long time ago.. months ago.. ok. so yes, i heard negative stories about this girl (take note: even her bf talks crap about her behind her back), that's what i clearly remember. When the stories spread, some of her friends gave her a cold shoulder. When I heard the stories, I felt I was deceived by her "super-nice-girl-who-pretends-to-be-innocent" image. We were never that close but I could tell that the girl in their stories is totally different from the girl I used to know. I couldnt even believe what i heard. The stories happened recently (not long before I knew her) so it is impossible that she changed for the better that easily. I was left with two choices. It's either I embrace her being my fake friend and all, and pretend as if I dont know who she really is, or I totally ignore her and forget she even became my friend, period.

I chose the latter and for some reasons I felt like a very judgemental person who chooses friends like I know these people through and through which I dont because I dont obviously have the gift of knowing what a person is like the first time I see him/her. But all I know is once you have deceived someone or for that matter you have become a fake, you're forever gonna be like that unless you learn a lesson which I doubt the girl in my story would since nobody's brave enough to tell her straight to her face what she has done. I felt guilty letting go of a friend. Yes, of course, who wouldnt? But the thought of being deceived by someone I consider a friend would really break my heart into pieces.

The thing that I am pointing out here is that "FIRST IMPRESSIONS LAST" is a saying that is undeniably untrue. Because someone you see the first time may not be the same someone you'll see the next time you meet them. People crave for too much attention, like the girl I was talking about, that they tend to have this facade that masks the "real them". And some are too unaware that they are befriending the wrong or fake ones.

All of us have experienced this many times, too many to count if I may say yet we still havent mastered the ability of knowing how real people are when we see them the very first time (you know, like being psychic or something..) I havent thought of any logical explanation really. I mean maybe there could be a possible way to do this that man hasnt known or invented yet. Like a light bulb on top of our heads that lights up if we're keeping ourselves real. haha. uhm.. not as fashionable.. but it can do.

Just remember that seeing people everyday and knowing them for days, months, years, or even a decade would never guarantee how real they are to you and that they are what you think they are...


To all my friends: I warn you..

I may be an alien..

or a

pig..

lol.

just kidding.

feminine wash vs. facial wash

akalain mo ba namang nagamit ko ung carefree feminine wash sa muka ko kanina habang naliligo!?

anak ng.

hahahaha... taena. comedy toh.

sobrang lalim yata ng iniisip ko kanina kaya nawala ako sa sarili.

napansin ko lang pagkapahid ko sa dalawang pisngi ko.

pero buti napansin ko.

kaya ayun naghugas ulit ako gamit ang aking totoong facial wash.

pinaglayo ko na ng lalagyan ung dalawa. mahirap na. baka maulit ulit sa susunod.

lol.

BFGF and Jumper

After kong tapusing panoorin ang Romantic Princess, a Taiwanese drama, sobrang nadismaya ako. oo maganda ung story pero bitin ung episodes. amf. kainis. At dahil sa sobrang inis ko nanood ng lang ako ng movie.

First movie, BFGF. Sa wakas ay napanood ko na rin ang BFGF. Tagal ko na kasing nagaaya. Before pa ung valentine's day yata. Jologs ko noh. haha. Pero ngayon ko lang napanood. Arte kasi ni tin ayaw daw niya manuod nun dahil ayaw niya kay marian rivera school mate nya daw kasi un dati. potek. what a reason.. pwede naman niyang iimagine na hindi si marian ung bida. uhm.. pwede ipalit niya ung muka niya dun. ew. haha. pero ayun ayaw niya nga. tapos ayaw din ako samahan nung ibang niyayaya ko. hay. buti nalang may dibidi dibidi sa quiapo. malabo pa ung kopya kaya mejo kakaasar. nakakalungkot ding isipin na ako lamang magisa ang nanood nung movie na iyon dito sa bahay.. alam ko mas masaya kung may kasama. tapos... ai alam na. joke. haahahah.. pero seryoso, dahil sa medyo nakakatawa ang movie na ito mas masaya na may katawanan.

At dahil DVD movie collection ang nabili ko, siyempre maraming movies na kasama other than BFGF. Matapos kong panoorin ang BFGF, pinanood ko rin ung JUMPER. Hayden Christensen fits the character well. Pogi e noh. I might watch this movie again pag may free time ako ulit. Kaya lang i hate to see Hayden paired up with Rachel Bilson of the OC. They should've chosen someone prettier. But still this is an awesome movie. Really a must-see.

Steve of Typecast

Nakaupo kami ni kuya kahapon sa labas ng gonuts donuts sa megamall. Masakit na kasi ung mga paa namin dahil sa sobrang kakalakad at hinihintay namin si mommy. Tapos bumulong sakin si kuya bigla. "Uy tignan mo ung vocalist nung typecast." Napalingon ako. Nagaalinlangan kung siya nga yun. Nakasneakers, tight fitting jeans, black shirt, at backpack siya. Pilit kong inaalala ang itsura niya. Kasi naman nakita ko na siya dati nung nagperform siya sa SHAP, ang dati kong school. At dahil hindi ko masyado makita dahil malabo ang aking mga mata, nagsalamin ako. hm.. siyempre inuusisa ko ung itsura niya habang sinusuot ko ang salamin ko. biglang tumingin amp. siguro iniisip niya na nakilala ko siya. he took a seat dun sa kabilang table and he was facing me. Gusto ko sanang lapitan kasi fan ako ng mga naunang songs nila. "will you ever learn" tsaka "boston drama". kaso lang hindi ko alam ang name nya. potek. alangan namang sabihin kong fan ako ng typecast tapos hindi ko alam name nya. adik!!! hahaha... he caught me staring at him ng maraming beses. hala. nacoconscious tuloy ako amf. hahahahaha.. masyado na atang obvious na nakikilala ko siya. Nakita ko na siya kasi dati nung nagperform siya sa SHAP pero hindi ganito kalapit. Kelangan ko bang magcomment sa looks nya? hm.. kahit ayaw ko sige gagawin ko kasi parang may pumipilit sakin na idescribe siya. uhmm.. Maitim, payat, mejo may kahabaan ung buhok, payat, mejo mas may itsura siya sa personal kesa sa tv pero un nga maitim nga lang tapos payat. Hindi siya mukang mayabang umasta. rakista. may tattoo. ayun. tapos may biglang dumating. sayang. dapat pala nagpa autograph man lang ako. tsk tsk. minsan lang toh tapos nauna pa akong mahiya. tsk tsk. sayang talaga. hindi ko lam kung kabanda nya un e. pero maputi kaya para sakin pogi na. di ko lam kung un ung gitarista nila e. pero un nga gwapo. tapos un dumating na si mommy.

uhmm.. kanina ko lang pala nalaman kung anung name nya. STEVE BADIOLA. vocalist ng typecast. hahahaha.. nakuha ko pang isearch online eh noh. :D

colourless valentine's day

It's a little annoying for me to think about what could have transpired in school today considering this is a very special day for couples. Seeing them would only make me feel more miserable and bitter. Never did I celebrate this occasion with a date maybe that's why i feel uncomfortable seeing lovers. So i didnt go to school. I mean I dont really have classes so i dont have any reason to. Not that I care much about the whole thing but sometimes the feeling of not having any date or someone special on Valentine's Day sinks in. I feel kind of unlucky not to have a special someone. Thanks to my parents and friends who exerted some effort to make me feel special today. I was able to receive a lot of text messages from my friends greeting me. My parents on the other hand surprised me. They knew I dont have any date so my mom gave me Ferrero chocolates while my dad gave me a bouquet of white roses and my favorite Hershey's dark chocolate.

Since I dont have anything to do at home, I decided to do the laundry and cook fettucine alfredo for myself. I also watched Romantic Princess all day. Well i guess staying at home on this special day isnt so bad after all. I just wish that the next valentine's day would be a lot more special than this one.

Feeling Member

Sobra ang pagpapasalamat ko sa mga nagiging friends ko through JPCS. dami na sobra. hindi ko na maalala kung kelan ako nagsimulang tumambay sa org na un. hindi ako member. hindi rin ako applicant. pero feeling member lang talaga. hehe. nakakatuwa dahil kahit nga alam ng lahat na hindi ako member e sobrang welcome ako sa org na un. alam ko nasabi ko na toh nung induction nung last batch, grateful tlga ako. hindi man ako kasali sa list of members ngayon sa folders ng mga applicants pero nasa doodle page naman ako. lol. astig diba. bakit nga ba ako pumipirma dun? sabi kasi ni tin. haha. at least kahit papano e ramdam na ramdam ko na member ako. special member. haha. sabi nga ni tin secret character daw ako ng JPCS. hahahhaha.. katuwa.

Sa mga naging friends ko sa JPCS. salamat. you dont know how much this means to me. sana i could get to know everyone.

Sa mga hindi nakakaalam ako po talaga ay member ng IEEE. The reason why hindi na ako natambay dun e dahil....... basta. wala lang. hehe.

JDV Ousted

I have heard the news about JDV being ousted from his position as the speaker of the house of representatives. 174 of the congressmen have agreed to replace him with Nograles. 65 disagreed.

I actually do feel bad about what happened. The abrupt decision that was made by several groups of the house of representatives, which are obviously pro-GMAs, I think is a little unfair on JDV's part. I even heard that the congressmen were forced to sign a petition to oust JDV. They were paid 1 million pesos as down payment. and as soon as they vote they'll be receiving another million or so. money buys people. we all know that's the truth. 1 million pesos is a lot of money just for a YES VOTE. what's 1 million pesos from millions of deprived and less fortunate Filipino pockets anyway? So that's

(174 congressmen)*(1 million)=(174million pesos)

assuming that 1 million is the highest bribe they'd give. what more would it be if the bribe is more than a million? hmm.. A YES vote seems too pricey. No wonder the congressmen and other government officials are so wealthy.

Anyway back to JDV's case. I was saying that the decision was unfair on his part. JDV siding with GMA the whole time his son was accusing the first gentleman and some other local officials regarding the ZTE broadband deal was out of the ordinary. i mean, as a father, he would of course has to side with his son but he didnt. He was so loyal to the administration that he just kept silent the whole time. He didnt say a thing about the first gentleman being corrupt. he kept his mouth shut. and what did he get from GMA? nothing. He was receiving death threats from certain police officials and he told GMA about it but GMA didnt even do a single thing. All JDV is asking for, I think, is a little appreciation from GMA for what he has done and what he has gone through just to protect GMA and her administration. It's not too much to ask.

GMA should be more careful now that JDV has been ousted and has joined the opposition because that guy knows a lot about the corruption and other anomalies that GMA has done. JDV is now being called the "CHAVIT SINGSON OF GMA". JDV including his wife, Gina, will most probably spill what they know. GMA should be warned not to do anything that would make JDV tick or else she'll be ousted next.. woohoo.. another EDSA Revolution eh? nuh.. maybe not. but at least we all will know what kind of person our president is straight from the horse's mouth!

AKO AY ISANG BIBO KID!

I slept late because of the damn take home exam. I went to school early para makakopya ng mga answers ng classmates ko. Pero wala ako nakuha. Since almost kumpleto na naman ung sagot ko, dahil 1 nalang naman talaga ung kulang I tried answering it. Napagod ako kakasagot. Masakit na kamay ko kasi sa totoo lang 2 nights na akong puyat dahil sa karerewrite at kakasolve ng mga problems sa controls.

Tapos pagdating namin ni tin sa classroom.. pota.. naimbyerna ako e.. sa Wednesday pa daw ang pasahan ng lintek na take home exam na un. Gusto ko ng ipasa e pano ba naman naisip ko din kasi ang pagpupuyat at paghihirap kong sagutan un ng 2 gabi tapos hindi pa pala pasahan!!! Waaaa…

Nainis ako siyempre. Kaya the whole time na nagkklase kami e nagpapabibo ako. Ewan. Para akong hyper talaga kanina. Maski ako nagugulat sa sarili ko e. Pilit kong hinahanapan ng mali ung mga sagot ni sir.

May 3 numbers kasi galing dun sa take home exam ang sinagutan at pinasagutan samin sa board ni sir. About sa rotational mechanical system with gears. Naubos ang scratch papers ko kakasolve nun kagabi tapos nakita ko sa sagot ni sir na mali ang sagot ko!!!?! Amf… so I tried solving it AGAIN. Nalaman ko na may mali sa mga sagot ni sir. I tried correcting him dun sa mga nauna niyang mga mistakes at inayos naman ni sir. Tapos nagsagot ako sa board work. Thank God tama ako. Kaya may plus 15 ako. Hehehe.. at dahil sa kabibuhan ko e naeelibs ata mga kaklase ko sakin. Tinanong pa kung anung batch ako potek… sabi ni tin 2005 daw kami. Lol. Naniwala sana sila. Hehe.

After nung klase, nung nagsisipag alisan na ang aking mga kklase sa room e nagtanong pa ako kay sir at tinry ko ulit na ikorek ung turo niya kasi may mali parin. Tapos dahil sa napakahabang diskusyunan na parang hindi niya ata nagegets ang point ko e sinabi niya nalang na sa consultation period nalang sa Friday ituloy ung tanong ko. Potek. Bakit sa Friday pa? Hindi ba pwedeng ngayon? Nak ng.. pero di ako galit. Actually naaawa lang ako sa sarili ko at sa kapwa ko estudyante na nalilito at naguguluhan at natututo ng mali sa mga prof. In his case, hindi ko siya masisisi kasi first time lang ni sir magturo kaya ok lang na magkamali siya. I do understand na mahirap para sa kanya na magturo ng ganun. Mahirap naman kasi talagang subject ang controls e. diba. Pero ayun sana he tried solving it at home para naman ready na siya for the class discussion. Mahirap kasi na iba iba ang basis ng mga sagot niya. Nakakalito para sa estudyante.

Napalakas ako ng kain ng lunch dahil dun sa kabibuhan ko. Masama palang maging bibo dahil nakakataba. Lol.

Nagpunta kami ni tin sa MOA after lunch at dun ay umikot kami at nagvideoke malamang. Sumakit lang ang paa ko at napagastos ako ng malaki. Hay… =(

lecheng takehome..

hay potek. pagod na ako. di ko pa tapos ung takehome exam sa controls. potek napaka haba kasi. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... sakit na ng kamay kO!!!!!!!!!!

Additional Facts about me

9. Im not very familiar with places. I dont go out much kasi tapos pag umaalis pa ako natutulog lang ako sa sasakyan. Mas trip ko matulog kesa memoryahin ang mga street names at mga landmarks... dito sa village namin wala akong masyadong alam na street names.. uhm... siguro ung mga katabi lang namin na streets.. ilan ba un.. uhm.. 8 lang yata lahat lahat. lol.

10. mahilig ako sa spicy foods. pancit canton, chicken, bicol express, at kung anu anu pa.

11. palagi kong gustong umuwi ng maaga. hindi kasi ako gimikera kaya san pa ba ako pupunta? edi sa bahay! hehe. minsan gusto kong pumunta ng mall kaya lang may something na pumipigil sa kin. di ko lam kung anu.

12. magastos ako! di ko alam kung san napupunta ung pera ko. hindi kasi ako marunong magbudget ng baon. kaya lagi akong walang pera. i spend my money mostly on food ngayon. :)

13. i used to love math. before college parang sobrang challenging for me na magsolve ng mga mathematical equations pero ngayon hindi na. sobrang hirap na kasi ng college math. hehe

14. i love donuts!

15. i am a procrastinator. minsan nakakalimutan ko na ngang gawin ung iba dahil sa pagdedelay ko e. parang feeling ko i have all the time in my hands para gumawa muna ng ibang bagay. kaya ayaw ko ng kinukulit ako na gawin ko instantly ung mga ibang school work.. kaya ung mga paulit ulit na kinukulit ako e sobrang inis ako dun sa mga taong un.. they need to relax a bit. hindi naman kelangang sobrang madaliin ang trabaho. ok.

16. i am a very moody person. siguro most of the time nakikita nyo ko masaya makulit at parang walang problemang iniisip. pero minsan may problem overload din na nangyayare. kaya pag kinulit ako o anu man e bigla akong sumasabog. tapos may mga ibang tao pa na mapangasar. hindi ako pikon pero sana piliin ang mga words na gagamitin sa pang aasar sakin. tao lang ako at medyo nasasaktan din. medyo sensitive ang feelings ko pero di ko lang pinapahalata.

17. i can walk the whole day sa mall o kahit anung place basta malamig. oo. parang di ako napapagod. sasakit ang mga legs ko pero naglalakad parin ako. minsan nakakailang ikot ako sa loob megamall. kahit ilang ikot kaya ko. pero pag pinalakad mo ko sa labas tapos mainit. hay. nako. puro reklamo maririnig mo sakin. diba tin? haha.. naalala ko lang ang paglalakad namin sa makati na tirik ang araw. tsk tsk.. tapos pag papasok ako sa school hindi ako naglalakad from SM to Mapua. nagtataxi ako galing sa Mendiola. tinamad na siguro ako ng tuluyan maglakad dun. mainit na kasi e maski umaga pa lang. kaya ayun. kahit mahal e nagtataxi parin ako. hindi ako sosi maarte lang. hehe

18. late ako palage natutulog. kahit walang homework o kahit anung importanteng school work na gagawin late parin ako natutulog. hindi kasi ako mabilis antukin e. nanonood lang ako ng tv o kaya i go online. tapos pag antok na tska lang ako matutulog.

something green about me:

19. i havent watched porn. lol.

20. minsan ung movies na may sobrang onting sex scenes nahihiya akong panoorin. ayaw ko manood ng mga ganun lalong lalo na pag may kasamang kahit sinu. hiya talaga ako e. hahahaha... iilang movies palang napapanood ko na may ganung scenes. di porn un. ok. nililinaw ko lang.

21. the last time i kissed someone was nung 18 pa ako. tama ba? un lang naaalala ko e. si ano un.... ***** ** **** yata. potek di ko na maalala.. kelan kaya susunod? hahahaha...

22. nahihiya akong pagusapan ang mga tungkol sa mga rated-18 stuff pag hindi ko ka-close friends mga kausap ko or kung hindi babae. pag naguusap kami ng mga friends ko about sa mga ganun parang wala lang e. normal na ata samin. walang halong kabastusan. naaalala ko tuloy the last time my face turned red sa ethics class namin dahil dun sa masturbation thing. anak ng. all eyes on me. hahahah.. nakakahiya talaga.

23. minsan medyo green minded ata ako. ewan ko bakit minsan ung mga sinasabi kasi ng ibang tao nahahaluan ko ng weird meanings. hehe.


anu pa ba... wala na ata ako masabi ah.. uhmm... add ko nalang pag may naisip pa ako. :)
ayan tin meron ng green sakin. ikaw naman pre. ;p

Blog TaG!

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2) Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.


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1. Ako ay allergic sa ilang mga bagay bagay.

• HIPON - hindi ko alam kung bakit pero nung bata pa ako e sobrang mahilig ako sa hipon. Pero nung nagdalaga na ako e sobrang namamantal ang mga mata ko at parang nasapak ng ilang beses sa tuwing nakain ako ng sinigang na hipon o kahit ung buttered shrimp. Minsan hindi lang namamantal mga mata ko pero pati ung labi ko e nangangati at namamaga din na ewan. Pero eto ha.. nakain paren ako ng tempura. hehe. sarap e.
• KAHIT ANUNG GAMOT NA MAY MEFENAMIC ACID - ganun din ang nangyayari. mga ilang sandali ng paginom ko ng kahit anong pain relievers (advil, biogesic, etc..). pag minsan may dysmenorrhea (tama ba spelling? basta un na un) ako, umiinom pa ako ng anti allergy pill after ko uminom ng advil. ='(
• PAG SOBRANG INIT - napapansin ko lang. di ko lam kung sa hangin or dahil sa sobrang init.
  

2. Hindi ako marunong mag bike. Nung bata pa ako nagbbike ako pero ung may training wheels (ung apat ang gulong). simula nun ay hindi na ako natuto. hindi ako marunong magbalance. lol.

3. Minsan kinakausap ko ang sarili ko. Pag malungkot ako o kaya pag mag isa lang ako parang nabibingi ako sa sobrang katahimikan ko kaya kinakausap ko ang sarili ko. wala akong sira sa ulo. wala din akong imaginary friend. matinong matino ako pero minsan di ko mapigilan. hehe.

4. Mahilig ako tumingin sa salamin. Ngayon ko lang ito napansin. Di naman ako vain (yata). Pero dati hindi ako nagdadala ng salamin o kahit anu pa. pero ngayon dami ko salamin sa bag. tapos pag napapadaan ako sa kahit saan na makikita ko reflection ko tinitignan ko talaga sarili ko dun. weird. haha.

5. Hindi ako marunong lumangoy. Ilang beses na ako tinuruan pero palagi palpak. Lumulutang ako sa tubig 00 kasi chubby ako, puno ng hangin. lol. pero ung as in swimming talaga? hindi. di ako makasisid kasi lumulutang talaga ako. hindi ako makapunta sa malalim kasi nagpapanic ako pag lampas na sakin ang tubig (5ft. lamang po ako). kaya minsan i hate to go swimming talaga. Ayoko kasi magswimsuit at maarawan at lalong lalo na malunod!

6. Mahilig ako magtake ng pictures ng sarili ko. Kahit sabihin pa ng iba na pareparehas lang ung mga pose ko. di ko alam bakit pero addicted na ata ako sa ganito. bisyo ko na ito. =)

7. I have short term memory! siguro sakit ko na toh. kung baga sa matanda e ulyanin na talaga ako. Kumakain naman ako ng meat, pork, beans, lol. Im not so good sa memorization , i hate it. Kasi parang feeling ko nasstress ang utak ko kakamemorize. pero ang sabi nga nila kelangan daw maexercise ang utak every once in a while kundi magiging dull. Madali lang ako talaga makalimut. Kaya minsan napapahamak ako e. kelangan talaga paalalahanan ako minsan dahil kung hindi wala na.

8. Mahilig ako magboyhunt! lol. Hindi na kasi ako nagkaboyfriend simula nung December 2003 kaya eto nagtyatyaga nalang sa pagtingin tingin ng palihim sa mga naggagwapuhang lalaki sa paligid. pinapakilig ko lang ang sarili ko. hehe. ang boring naman kasi ng buhay ko kaya kelangan ng konting excitement at inspiration. madami ako crushes sa school. pero hanggang crushes lang un siyempre. wala naman kasing nagkakamali pa sakin. hehe. Sabi nga ni tintin puro eyecandy lang ang mga lalake para sakin ngayon. di pa naman ako desperada kaya hanggang tingin lang muna sa ngayon. at least may kilig moments kahit papano.
sa tingin ko lang: MAS MAGANDA NA MAG BOYHUNT KESA MAGING FLIRT. ^_^

wah hindi ko alam bakit ko toh ginagawa. lol. kahit antok na ako eto paren ako at nagbblog. lol. salamat sa pagtag sakin ni Drei. hehe. Actually marami pa sanang facts about me na gusto ko ishare kaya lang hindi ko na maisip ung iba. alam mo na makakalimutin e. hahahaha.. pero ayun nga. 8 lang daw kelangan e. (buti naman)

Eto mga itatag ko:

kitten
ian
ginpao
pam
ninyo
ogarts (fan!!!)
lyndon
trina


Woi gawin nyo toh para masaya! ^_^

having fun with blogthings!

• WHAT DOES YOUR BIRTHDATE MEAN?

OCTOBER 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.
While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.
Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.
You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.

Your strength: You always get the job done
Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault
Your power color: Gray
Your power symbol: Checkmark
Your power month: April

• WHAT ARE THE KEYS TO YOUR HEART?

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

• DO YOU HAVE A DIRTY MIND?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Araw ng mga Puso

ang bilis ng panahon. parang kelan lang nung EBnuman ng MO nung Valentine's Day last year pero hanggang ngayon fresh parin sa aking isip ang mga alaala ko nung araw na iyon. lahat kami nakaitim. black valentine's nga ika ng clear commercial. masaya. maraming nakilalang mga taga MO din. uminom sa beer garden at matapos ang ilang sandali pa ay lumipat naman sa nikko's. nagvivideoke na parang wala ng umaga. madaling nalasing at umuwi.

hinatid ako ni ex-pseudobf sa sakayan ng fx dahil sa medyo wala na ako sa ulirat. nakakatuwa nun. sobrang saya ko. biruin mong nangutang pa siya ng bente sakin para lang mahatid ako. hahahha.. di ko lam kung nakakatawa un pero sigurado ako kinikilig ako ng mga panahon na iyon kasi kung hindi edi kinalimutan ko na ung mga alaalang un. selective memory loss kumbaga. naisip ko na dapat talaga naging masaya ako nun dahil bihira lang ang may gumagawa ng mga ganung bagay sakin. dapat icherish ang mga ung memories sa araw na yun. memories lang hindi ung tao dahil tuluyan na akong nilisan nung lalaking minsan ko ng minahal. korni nga pero sa totoo mahirap isipin kung bakit nagkagusto pa ako sa taong un. naisip ko nalang at nagpapasalamat ako dahil at least merong nagpakita man lang sakin na importante ako at special sa araw ng mga puso. sana masaya ka sa daang iyong tinahak at sa pinili mong babaeng mamahalin. SANA MAGING MASAYA KAYONG DALAWA. hindi na ako bitter. inalis ko na sa aking katawan yun. pero hanggang ngayon ay may panghihinayang paren.

parang taon taon nalang ay napapaisip ako kung bakit sa bawat pagsapit ng Valentine's day ay parang walang ibang taong nagiisip sakin puro nanay at tatay ko nalang na nagbibigay sakin. walang nakakaalala. walang nagbibigay ng flowers, chocolates, o kahit card man lang. walang nagyayaya ng date o kung anu man lunch dinner snack or whatever. minsan naiinggit talaga ako sa mga girls na may dalang flowers pag v-day. sinu ba naman ang hindi maiinggit? hindi naman sa panlalait pero minsan kasi natatawa nalang ako kasi kahit hindi talaga kagandahan ung babae ay may flowers na binibigay sa kanya. sana lang wala ako makitang ganun ngayong vday.

tinanong ako ni mommy kanina kung may nanliligaw na daw ba sakin. sabi ko wala. tinanong niya kung bakit pero di ko naman masagot. sabi niya 21 na daw ako. mejo matanda na kaya nagtataka siya bakit wala daw. baka daw kasi tumanda ako ng dalaga. haruy jusko po... wag naman sana! hindi naman siguro mangyayare un. at dahil sa nagbabasa siya ng book tungkol sa mga feng shui aba'y sinabihan ba naman ako na ayusin ko daw ang kwarto ko. dapat daw ung kama ko ay may space sa dalawang gilid niya. tapos dapat daw ung stuff toys ko ay pares pares. ang masasabi ko lang... weird. pero dahil malapit na ang Feb 14 gagawin ko ito. baka kasi sakaling gumana e. haha. mahirap na baka malapasan ako ng swerte sa love. hahaha. tignan nalang natin kung effective.

maya maya bago ako matulog ayusin ko kama ko. weeeeeee!! ^_^

certified bum for this term

uhm.. dont know what to do here at home. im stuck here the whole day. doing nothing but watching asian movies and eating.. i'll be like this for the rest of the term. 2 more months. mwf lang class tapos 1 subject lang. isnt it nice? eh? haha. boring sobra. sana march na so i wont have to wait for 2 months pa. waaaaaa... argh!

...

i feel really bad today. pano ba naman diba dapat first day ko sa teloworks pero hindi ganun ung nangyare. i talked to the supervisor and i was not allowed to be a trainee there. pano daw kasi hindi daw kasi enrolled ung OJT ko. uhm.. oo nga hindi enrolled pero kasi naman kala ko pwede. si bhudz kasi nagawa niya un so i thought pwede rin un. i told her na gusto ko talagang magwork dun for now kasi gusto ko talaga. pero ayun wala. ayaw paren. company policy daw kasi un e. nakausap niya na pala si sir linsangan about dun sa case ni bhudz (kasi nareset ung working hours niya kasi hindi siya enrolled sa OJT niya nung nagstart siya sa teloworks). kaya ayun. wala na ako magagawa. before i left the place, i asked her kung pwedeng dun kami magojt next term pag enrolled na talaga ung OJT namin and she said "ok lang. we will call you nalang since may record na kayo samin you dont need to take the exam anymore tsaka pati narin interview." haha. good thing she said that. i dont want to go through the exam again. hehe. so ibig sabihin dun na kami OJT ni tin! yehey... hahaha.. pero masama parin loob ko. tsk tsk.

pagsakay ko ng jeep papuntang MRT, hay nako. nakakainis. pano ba naman kasi bumaba ako sa glorietta. takte. haba tuloy ng nilakad ko. malay ko bang sa isang kanto pa pala ako dapat bumaba. nak ng!.. pero hindi ako nagpahalata sa mga kasabay ko bumaba. napamura nalang ako ng mahina at papoise. lol. pero nakakainis talaga. seryoso.

i went straight to megamall kasama ko mom ko at si micmic. bumili kasi ng jacket. amf tagal pumili. sumakit na paa ko kakaikot. tsk tsk.

tapos un nakita ko si andrea tan, my high school friend. weeee... the last time i saw her was micmic's graduation. she still looks gorgeous as ever. hehe. we exchanged contact numbers then nagpaalam na kami sa isat-isa. i am a bit guilty kasi i dont call her or even text her. kasi parang things have changed between us since we parted ways nung graduation. ung mga plano namin na gala gala, walang nangyare. have i been that busy para hindi mabigyan ng time ang sarili ko to call her, text her or invite her out? nahihiya lang siguro ako. bakit? hindi ko alam. sorry talaga. waaaaaa ='< pero i miss those times na magkasama kami. the good times and the bad times. she protected me and saved me from the bullies in our class. kasi naman weak ako sa totoo lang. i cant fight for myself. kaya she did it for me kahet na the whole world was against her. hay. ayoko na magkwento. pero ayon nga. sana lang she would still remember me kahit minsan lang.

OJT!

im gonna start being a trainee tomorrow at _______(cant say the name of the company lol). i have this feeling of excitement and anxiety. mixed emotions. :?

cant wait to see how well im gonna be doing there. i hope i would learn so many things from the QA thingie. im not gonna work with tintin though coz she still has some subjects left. i was dismayed when i heard that the company didnt call tintin just because of her schedule. i know for sure she felt bad about it but we both know that it's a sign that she should focus more on her design2 and feasib. no more amazing twins eh? haha. nuh.. i know there'd be more opportunities for us to work together and now is not the right time. next time sana.

sana lang hindi ako mawala (hindi ako marunong magcommute) or maholdup(f*ck wala na ako pera wag nyo na ako holdupin).

sana.

:)

go back to 110 or 115 lbs.

yeah i know i have a lot and i mean A LOT of baby fats here and there and so you guys dont need to tell me. lol. i've been really bothered lately because im getting bigger.. i dont eat much now but it seems as though my body's doubling its size. i find it kinda weird. i know im not stressed or depressed or whatever so im having problems with figuring out why im gaining so much weight nowadays.

dunno if it works but i've been using fitrum for 5 days now and ive been doing some exercise thanks to hiphop abs which i bought a couple of months ago in quiapo. i dont see any effects yet but i feel like im losing a little weight. been drinking lots of water now which i know for sure will help more.

i go on food trips every now and then pero sana that it wont add to my bilbil. hehe. thanks sa libre ni eli and ginpao last friday. i really had fun eating the hotdog, fries, pizza, and the uber-tasty steamed sharksfin with you guys! hehe.. and i almost forgot.. the mango juice pala. hehe. weee.. dami. salamat sa libre. next time ulit. wahehehe..

goal:
go back to 110 or 115 lbs.

hope id make it. i need a little encouragement here. so if ever manlilibre kayo wag nyo na ako isama. haha. joke. basta libre sama ako. basta i need to be reminded every once in a while about my goal. aja aja!

:)

SCAM!?

Scam?

When I woke up today I saw this text message from ABC, daniel’s friend. He asked me to refer to him 20 contacts. I was pissed off. Let me tell you what happened to me and tintin the past week.

Thursday, Januay 10.

Tintin got a call from ABC. I don’t want to mention his name kasi he’s also a Mapuan. Pero we really don’t know him personally. We were even wondering where he got tintin’s number. Anyway, ABC was asking Tintin if she is interested in having a part time job. Sakto we are really looking for one so she said yes. She was told that she’ll be earning 15,000-30,000 pesos, not bad for a part time job. She was asked to go to their office the next day at 630pm, the address was 15^th floor Octagon Bldg, San Miguel Ave. in Ortigas. The whole conversation daw was really fast and the line was choppy so she wasn’t able to ask for the company name and some other important details. All she got was the address. When tintin told me about it, we were both excited. But since siya lang ung tinawagan I asked if I could come along and bring my resume just in case pwede rin akong magapply. Excited din ako. Lol.

Friday, January 11.

After class, we went straight to Megamall to have lunch there tapos magliwaliw muna coz 630pm pa nga ung appointment dun sa “PART TIME JOB”.

When we got at the 15^th floor of the Octagon Bldg we saw this huge PHARMANEX sign. There were lots of people on that floor. All of them were wearing business attires. I was thinking if we were on the wrong building or something kasi obviously we were on casual attire tapos kami lang ung mukang mga bata dun. Parang nawawalang bata kami. We didn’t have any idea what was going on. There was this small office na parang may nagaganap na interview. Basta wala kaming alam. Tapos napansin namin na beside that office e merong room which was filled with products. Tintin and I got the idea na NETWORKING BUSINESS eto. We wanted to leave the place right then and there. Pero ABC and DEF, parang upline something ni ABC, started to talk to us. Asked us why we wanted to have a part time job and what we would do to the money that we would get from “business”. Small talks lang. I don’t remember anything about them telling us the name of the “business.

After minutes of waiting, we were told to go inside a room with the rest of the people that were there. Sobrang dami namin dun. Cguro at least a hundred. Tintin and I were asked to sit apart. Pero dahil wala kaming kausap pareho and we were sitting there that seemed like forever(sobrang tagal kasi kami pinaghintay), I asked her na lumipat nalang sa tabi ko so we wouldn’t be bored to death.

It was almost 7pm. The presentation started. I saw the name “SYNERGY 1 VENTURES’ on top of the ppt slide. They were talking about NU SKIN ENTERPRISES, its background, the products they sell, and how we could be their partners. The whole presentation took 2 hours to finish. Grabe tagal. Pero I got interested. Ewan ko. When I heard I had to pay 12,600 pesos to be their partner, I was shocked. They said it was a small amount to pay dahil you’ll get 15k per month naman.

After the presentation. We were asked by DEF if we were interested. We said yes, but still told him that we have a problem getting the 12,600 kasi we’re still students and we do not know where to find the money. He was doing all the talking. He said he was able to pay for his college tuition fees since he started, he was able to go to hongkong, etc. because of the business. Masarap pakinggan diba. He said we are required to pay that Monday. GUlat ako e. I was thinking on how we can produce that big sum of money in just 2 days given that those 2 days are a Saturday and a Sunday. We were shown the products tapos un. He lent us a magazine that we could read. The magazine was obviously about NU SKIN din. He told us to meet them that Monday.

I was shocked pero I was determined to get the money and join them. SObra. I was so convinced with all DEF’s words that were stuck in my head (paying tuition fees on my own, helping my parents.. etc.. ). Tapos un.

Saturday and Sunday came. I wasn’t able to get the money I needed. I went through my mom’s things and found my passbook. I have 7000+ there. I planned on withdrawing 7K from my savings account. Uhm.. I was thinking twice. Pero dahil sa naiisip ko nanaman ung mga sinabi ni DEF e aion I took the passbook and put it in my bag.

Monday.

DEF called me while I was in my class and scheduled the meeting. I told him mga 3pm nalang cguro kasi nga baka matraffic kami on the way there. I told him I was able to borrow 5k lang. he said it was okay and that he’ll find a way to help me come up with the rest of the money.

Tintin and I talked about it tapos aion I changed my mind. Not that I was influenced by her not to join “the business” but I was kinda hesitant kasi. She said if im not 100% sure then I might as well not pursue it. I texted DEF and told him im not joining anymore but I’ll meet up with him to return the magazine.

When he approached me sabi niya agad “What’s the problem?” tapos I told him ayaw ko na. Then he sweet talked me again. He said ok lang daw kung 5k muna ibigay ko. I was persuaded the second time. Ewan ko what was going on inside my head. I think that was greed. Lol. Pero honestly he was so good at talking. I was so convinced in joining… This second time he didn’t say the name of the business again. NU SKIN and PHARMANEX lang. tapos un. I said wala pa ung 5K sakin I have to get it from a friend. He said to fill up a form para mareserve ung slot ko since 5 lang daw ung kukunin. He said to meet with him the next day. And then he gave me a brochure.

Tintin was so mad at me. Kasi nmn daw hindi ko pinanindigan ung sinabi ko na hindi n ko sasali. Even ako nagulat e. Sa totoo lang hindi ko lam kung bakit bigla akong napaOO. Weird nga. Parang nahypnotize. Lol.

Tapos that night tintin did a research and found so many blog entries about it. Puro negative ung nakita ko. Biro mo kaya pala di nila masabi ung name ng company nila is because sobrang dami ng names na ginagamit nila. Ung nakita ko Synergy 1 Ventures pero meron pang Synergy Ventures tapos Synergy Global International. Tapos I read na pagkajoin mo e bibigyan ka ng homework na MAGGGAWA KA NG LIST NG 300 CONTACTS NA IREREFER MO AT TATAWAGAN. Tapos hindi ko pa nakitang registered sa DTI or any government offices ung company nila. Sabi nila registered daw sila sa SEC pero sabi ng mom ni tin madali lang daw magparegister dun sa SEC e. Although registered sila sa SEC, I still think they’re illegally operating. Kahit internationally recognized ung NU SKIN at kahit anu mang product or company un at KAHIT SAANG LUPALOP PA NG MUNDO NAKAREGISTER YANG COMPANY NILA PERO HINDI NAKAREGISTER NG MATINO SA PILIPINAS HINDI SIYA LEGAL DITO! They are going to make people sell medicines pero they do not even stress na BFAD approved un! Hay. People these days are just so into money that they deceive people just to get rich. Cruel noh.

I texted DEF the next day telling him that I wont be joining “again”. SAbi niya pumunta daw ako sa office niya still kasi dapat ko daw ibalik ung brochure na binigay niya sakin. What the f*ck! E photocopy lang naman un. As if namang hindi niya kaya magreproduce nung brochure na un. Kung mayaman siya he wouldn’t even bother asking me to bring it back to him. Another tactic. Im so glad I didn’t fall for it again.

ETO ANG LESSONG DUN.

WAG MAGPALOKO AT WAG MANLOKO.

IM FINALLY DONE WITH DESIGN 2!

yup yup. you read it right. im done with it. finally got a grade last friday. i was thinking of getting a grade of 3.00 or a 2.75 but i got 2.50 instead. now that's surprising. kala ko pasang awa na grade lang ibibigay sakin e. haha.

the kind of defense we had was not what i anticipated. expected ko kasi na since design 2 siya e super duper technical ung mga questions na irraise ng mga panel members. pero hindi e. naawa yata sa group namin kasi 4 out of 6 samin e graduating. kaya un. tapos the panel members that we chose were really the nicest professors that we could think of kaya siguro ganun. funny thing was sir linsangan was also asking us questions kahit na hindi siya included sa panel members namin and i was like "y in the world is he asking us questions!?" tapos un i finally realized na even though he's not a panel member he still has the right to ask us questions kasi class adviser namin siya. but he sure is nice kasi hindi niya kami ginisa kahit na alam niyang maraming butas ung actual design namin at siguradong wala kaming lusot.

at first i was skeptical that sir linsangan would even give us a passing grade. pero through and through we were still hoping siyempre. i was hearing lots of bad things about him but all this time he was acting nice to us. im really thankful to him, the panel members(mam yumang, sir villamor and ginpao), our docu adviser sir sy, my groupmates and to the Almighty God for giving enough patience, hope and courage to trust in ourselves and in what we are capable of doing. basta salamat sa inyong lahat. ^_^

i would also like to wish the other groups good luck and sana matapos na nila yung design nila this term like us..god bless you guys and i hope you do well sa defense.